I watch snow slowly disappearing into the darkness outside
I watch it slowly enveloping the world in the white, cold and gentle sadness
I watch it falling
I sit here, cold inside my warm room, with the snow outside caressing my soul until I feel tears coming up
Until I break down, crying as if all my inner and outer scars have opened up again, bleeding and making me choke on pain, until all the dark, cold, poisoned blood, filled with the fear and sickness, with anger and hate of the yesterday comes gushing from the opened wounds, until I am left there, helples and bloodied as a newborn child, ready to take my first breath of the world arond me

Until I become spring

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