my greatest fear is death... i just can't think of anything else except loosing your memory and your personality but for me it seems all the same...i wonder,if i knew whats coming after death, would i not be afraid....

i dont want to grow old and die just like that... i only have about 60 years but then again what if its not enough? and even not 60, cuz its hard to do something you want when you're old so i have just about 30 years of full normal life... isnt it aweful?

i want to be an immortal but not a lone one... i want to be a vampire cuz there are other vampires to share internity with and even if they'll not be close by i'll still be consious of their presents in the world and thats going to be a comfort...