Always the question, what to do with your life? Its sounds as if life is a sort of a dirty rag that is tied to you and you cant tae it off... everyone nagging you with the question, what will you do with it, think and ect.But life is life! Jesus, people! Why should we build our lives according to one and only one scheme? what is i dont want to be like others? What is i want to get ou of his endless circle f ordinary everyday and everyone's dreams: birth, school, university, job, family, birth school, university............................................................................. and forever till the last human being perishes in the ashes of its own cearlessness... but what can i do about it? Nothing... thats our only exit... becuz we are human beings... i want to be a vampire...
Why do i have hopeless dreams? why am i holding on to them? why won't i think like everyone in my age, how to get a boyfreind, how to get enough money for this fantastic pink skirt with fluffy pom-poms...? I am disguesed.... I just can't bare look at people whose world is outlined by only these things... i don't hate the but i just can't grasp how in the world they can't see farther then their own nose?
In this world i am really not looking for the answer to life(which is 42 by the way..lol...) or anything... I jut want to find out whether my dreams can ever came true...
after all i am hopelessly tied to this world and i can't change nothing about it...