And the crime commited lonely will be your crime only.... 

    OMG. yesterday it was sooo much fun!! Me, Miska, Cristina, Levi, Josh, Mike & TJ went all together to the underroof waterpark Kalahari in Wisconsin Dells. We were supposed to be there with these LATV (lodi area tem vision) people, but we kinda skipped on it and just went swimming by ourselves. It was crazy fun! Then we ate some pizza, which had WAY too much salt in it, and went to the swinmming pool. Time went by really fast: we had to be out of there at 9p.m., but we decided that we didn't want to go home yet, so we walked around for some time and played super-unprofessional retarded table tennis)). Then in the car we listened to music, got some gas on the way home, and TJ had to give everyboby a ride home, which took FOREVER, and I was home like 1,5 hour late. My h. parents are gong to completely freak out on me tonight.... For sure. Oh well, that's too bad.

    From this little road trip I will never forget that guy in a red car, who got pissed at us, cuz we were tryin' to annoy him on the road for like 10 min. It worked! He was so freakin' mad, his hands were shaking on the stirring wheel!!) fun, fun, fun....

   I'm gonna go to class now.

   Zdravstvuite dorogie moi!! y menya est' novosti, no oni esche ne tochnie: mne skazali chto ya v Moskve bydy yzhe 23ego!!!! eto znachit chto vpolne vozmozhno ya yspeyu na vash (nash) vipysknoi!!! that's soooo exciting:) ya vchera ob etom yznala i pryam nastroenie takoe xoroshee stalo!

   V shkole y menya vse normal'no, Track tozhe  dovol'ni-taki xorosho idet, seichas vot nachinaetsya beshenii "nastoyaschii" sezon.. on i do etogo-to symasshedshii bil, no coach poobeschal chto kazhdodnevnie trenirovki stanyt namnogo legche, ny esche bi, y nas sorevnovaniya prakticheski kazhdie 2 dnya!

    Na etoi nedele Prom. Nadeyus' bydet veselo i ydast'sya sdelat;' mnogo-mnogo fotok!!)))

    ne znayu chto esche rasskazat', vas esli che interesuet- vi menya sprashivaite, ok?) kakie y vas tam novosti???? rasskazivaite!

Jason Sikora. He is so smart and DEEP. I sometimes think that most of the people in Lodi are as shallow as the creek in the Goeres Park. He is not. His thoughts and ideas fascinate me and make me THINK. I know that he's definitely a person I want to be friends with. I would LOVE him to be my close friend. I love listening to him talk as much as I like talking to him. We were talking about being scared of DEATH. I told him that I'm not really afraid of my own death, but I hate thinking about the death of people I love. And also I told him that I'm pretty afraid of dying with PAIN. And he said:
-"Don't be, this pain is the last feeling you're going to experience in life, APPRECIATE it."

Today I'm gonna see him again. It's been exactly a week since that night - 31st of March - when he kept me WARM for many-many hours. I loved it so much. And why did he say that I kissed him?? That's even kinda funny.....:).....

What is gonna happen tonight? Niki is picking us up either at midnight or at 11:30, but first we gotta SNEAK OUT of the house. I hope the weather won't be freazing, I got enough of it yesterday!..

I wonder if Amanda is coming from Verona tonight to visit Jason. Oh well, if she is, I'm not gonna see her anyway.. I don't even know her personally, but I already think that she's not good enough for him. But, who knows, maybe I think that NOBODY is good enough for him, even MYSELF. It's not like I wanna be his GF or smt, I just feel like he deserves so much better life, than the one he is living right now. On the other hand, he strongly believes that we are creators of our lives, and we choose to make certain decisions.
-"I don't believe in DESTINY".

Privetik! segodnya vot predposlednii den' do Spring Break; s odnoi stroroni ne mogy dozhdat'sya ego nastypleniya, t.k. ya ystala ot beskonechno nasischennogo grafika, kogda nyzhno sdelat' 200 veschei v den'i mechtat' o momente kogda ypadesh' v krovat' i zasnesh, a s drygoi storoni, s proxozhdeniem dnei, ya vse bol'she i bol'she cenyu vremya, kotoroe ya provozhy so svoimi dryz'yami, i dazhe te 200 zadanii na den' prinosyat mne chyvstvo glybokogo dyshevnogo ydovletvoreniya, ved' ya osoznayu chto ya delayu chto-to poleznoe dlya sebya i drygix..
Segodnya nashe 1oe sorevnovanie doma (v Lodi), tak chto prakticheski vsya komanda nosit odezhdy s emblemoi Lodi Track & Field na nei. Ya vot sizhy v novoi sportivnoi kyrtochke golyboi i beloi rascvetki (eto cveta nashei shkoli). Segodnya ya begayu 200 metrov sprint, 4*100 relay (estafeta), 4*400 relay - eto samoe slozhnoe.. No nichego, spravlyus'!
Na proshlix vixodnix ezdila po magazinam, potratila kychy deneg. CHTO YA KYPILA!!!!!! plat'e dlya Prom iz Boston Store (ezhegodnii formal'nii tanec, eto tot na kotorii vse na limyzinax priezzhayut). I tyfli v magazine Nine West. Prom y nas 29ogo aprelya, zhdite fotki! daaa, veselo bilo plat'e vibirat'. i tyfli tozhe!))
ne znayu chto esche rasskazat', moi mozgi esche ne prosnylis'.. ))

Privet rebyatki! kak y vas vsex dela? y menya v shkole dyrdom kakoi-to nachalsya: priblizhaetsya konec 3ei chetverti (28e marta).. v proshlii ponedel'nik 6ogo marta nachalsya Track & Field season, tak vot y menya nozhki ochen' sil'no bolyat.. no zhalovat'sya ne bydy, y nas tam veselo, da i priyatno osoznavat' chto vremya provozhy zanimayas' poleznimi veschami.
Vchera posle trenirovki vsei tolpoi poexali v restoran Blue Spoon v sosednem gorodke Sauk Prarie (12 mil' ot nas). Vkys'nen'ko bilo, tam y nix est' special'noe ital'ya nskoe morozhenoe, zabila kak nazivaetsya, no prosto pal'chiki oblizhesh'. do domy dobaralas' k 8:30i i esche nado bilo prinyat' dysh i sdelat' yroki. no vchera voobsce veselo bilo, nasischennii denechek takoi!
Kogda y vas vesennie kanikyli? y nas voobshe pozdno - nachnytsya 11ogo aprelya. ne mogy dozhdat'sya. ya so svoei sem'ei poedy v Mall of America (samii bol'shoi torgovii centr strani), tak chto nyzhno nachat' denyuzhki kopit')).
Ny i ladnen'ko, yrok nachnetsya cherez 20 min, poidy sdelayu che-nit' poleznoe! Celuyu vas,
Marinka

chet skychayu ya sil'no po vam i po domy, rebyatki.. tyt konechno veselo i vse takoe ,no slishkom mnogo grystnix momentov, kogda vstrechaesh ogromnoe kolichestvo ofigenskix lyudei, i znaesh' chto bol'she nikogda ix ne yvidish' v svoei zhizni.. that's just extremely sad and unfair. but I guess entire life is unfair, so I need to get used to it).

A y menya novie fotki v al'bomchike!!

Hi all males who visit this "journal" and all females who consider themselves the Nation's Defenders!))Happy holidays to u guys!

Rebyatki, y menya novosti! ya viezzhayu domoi 22ogo iyunya tak chto VOZMOZHNO chto ya smogy priiti na vash (nash) vipysknoi!!! vi znaete kogda i gde on y vas bydet??

Hello my dear friends (and not only), have a great holiday!! Luv ya all,
Marinka

end of October 2005

A vot i mi!

predstavlyaete, y vas yzhe 2006, a y nas vse esche 2005!

Moya mladshaya sestrenka Katelyn. Backyard nashego doma

Woo-hoo, girls are here for the party!!

1ii den' korotkix rozhdestvenskix kanikyl. elki povsyudy, lyudi besheno zakypayut podarki v poslednii moment, detishki vse v vostorge- ne mogyt dozhdat'sya ytra 25ogo dekabrya chtobi varvarski razorvat' tschatel'no zapakovannie dari ot Santi....

Настроение сейчас - normal'no-ytrennee

aga, zavtra kanikyli, a chyvstva schast'ya i vselenskoi radosti, kak eto obichno bivaet, y menya ne osobo nablyudaetsya. paradoks, no mne tak nravitsya eta shkola, chto voobsche ne lomaet s ytra vstavat' v takyu ran' i syuda exat'. et navernoe xorosho, no vse zhe kak-to neprivichno..

Children learn what they live.
If a child lives with Criricism, he learns to Condemn. If a child lives with Hostility, he learns to Fight. If a child lives with Ridicule, he learns to be Shy. If a child lives with Shame, he learns to Feel Guilty. if a child lives with Tolerance, he learns to be Patient. If a child lives with Encouragement, he learns to be confident. If a child lives with Praise, he learns to Appreciate. If a child lives with Fairness, he learns Justice. If a child lives with Approval, he learns to Like Himself.
If a child lives with Acceptance and Friendship, he learns to find LOVE in the world.

Настроение сейчас - xoroshee!

the right to be let alone is indeed the beginning of all freedom

If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door..

В колонках играет - 3 doors down
Настроение сейчас - strannoe

Dryz'ya. Chto mozhet bit' vazhnee, i osoznaem li mi ves' smisl, vkladivaemii v velikoe slovo Dryzhba? Xoroshie, nastoyaschie, vernie, predannie, doveryayuschie, lyubimie, .... Oni ostayutsya s toboi nadolgo, esli ne navsegda. Oni radyutsya i grystyat vmeste s toboi, oni zhdyt i pomnyat..
Novie dryz'ya. Oni so mnoi seichas, veselie, dobrie i prinimayuschie. Oni otkriti dlya novix lyudei i ne boyatsya delit'sya svoim serdcem s drygimi, za chto im ogromnoe Spasibo.
Ya ix vsex ochen-ochen sil'no lyublyu

7:23 ytra, ya yzhe v shkole. den' obeschaet bit' dolgim, nydnim i tyzhelim, domoi ydast'sya dobrat'sya tol'ko k 6i vechera, a esche i prostyda dala o sebe znat' zhytkoi pilyaschei bol'yu v gorle, nechetkim zreniem i zatymanennim rassydkom..
Prekrasnoe nachalo dnya, no nadeyus' ego prodolzhenie prineset bolee priyatnie oschyscheniya.

Segodnya kstati St. Nicolas' Day. Imenno v etot den' detishki polychayut podarki v "noski", podveshennie nad kaminom i ix roditeli pritvoryayutsya chto ix Svyatoi prines. Zabavno

Ny i pochemy posle xoroshego(ix) dnya(ei) vsegda toska kakaya-to neponyatnaya i nastroenie zhytko portitsya???? Vot tolko s'ezdili v Chicago i vse otlichno bilo, a seichas vot i sostoyanie parshivenkoe i nastroenie daleko ne to..

a vot i ya !! !ii raz v dnevnike