Tonight instead of going out I stayed home for the first night in a month or so and wached Monster with my mom. Then I watched Kill Bill for the first time.

I still need to work on my speech. But I have a list of things that I MUST do.

my tummy hurts.

bye.

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Tonight instead of going out I stayed home for the first night in a month or so and wached Monster with my mom. Then I watched Kill Bill for the first time.

I still need to work on my speech. But I have a list of things that I MUST do.

my tummy hurts.

bye.

http://users.livejournal.com/_polka/5860.html

Tonight instead of going out I stayed home for the first night in a month or so and wached Monster with my mom. Then I watched Kill Bill for the first time.

I still need to work on my speech. But I have a list of things that I MUST do.

my tummy hurts.

bye.

https://users.livejournal.com/-polka/5860.html

I hate Speech and Performance 102. It fucking sucks.

I have a job interview where Cynthia works! YAY! I'm excited about that because last night my mom gave me $20 for the "movies" and my dad gave me $10 for "gas". I did actually spend six or so dollars to see Team America last night, but the rest of my money was spent at a park.

So today Chase is at his g-ma's for the weekend, so I have to hang to hang out with Shaun for a maximum of 1 hour because I stood him up Thursday night, and then the rest of my day is free (minus the time I will be spending on my 10 minute speech).

Team America was hilarious and annoying.

http://users.livejournal.com/-polka/5448.html

I hate Speech and Performance 102. It fucking sucks.

I have a job interview where Cynthia works! YAY! I'm excited about that because last night my mom gave me $20 for the "movies" and my dad gave me $10 for "gas". I did actually spend six or so dollars to see Team America last night, but the rest of my money was spent at a park.

So today Chase is at his g-ma's for the weekend, so I have to hang to hang out with Shaun for a maximum of 1 hour because I stood him up Thursday night, and then the rest of my day is free (minus the time I will be spending on my 10 minute speech).

Team America was hilarious and annoying.

http://users.livejournal.com/_polka/5448.html

I hate Speech and Performance 102. It fucking sucks.

I have a job interview where Cynthia works! YAY! I'm excited about that because last night my mom gave me $20 for the "movies" and my dad gave me $10 for "gas". I did actually spend six or so dollars to see Team America last night, but the rest of my money was spent at a park.

So today Chase is at his g-ma's for the weekend, so I have to hang to hang out with Shaun for a maximum of 1 hour because I stood him up Thursday night, and then the rest of my day is free (minus the time I will be spending on my 10 minute speech).

Team America was hilarious and annoying.

https://users.livejournal.com/-polka/5448.html

Well now, if you want to talk to me...just come up to me! I'd be really happy if you did. And I'll be nice.

I've just been really busy and running around all the time. SERIOUSLY. BEFORE SCHOOL, AFTER SCHOOL, AND THEN....IN THE EVENING. And weekends...OH GOD WEEKENDS??! I'm out 24/7. lol. So really...just call me. 240-217-2246.

I've been bonding with Sara sort of. She's sweet. And my friendship with Chase is now nice and comfortably worn....you know, like a favorie shirt...its just good like that. Sometimes the shirt might get stained, but its still great. Natalie doesnt trust me. I don't know why....well yes i do --

I have become a very passive person. Being exposed to so many new things all at once, I find myself pretending to know what's going on, and pretending to be OKAY with everything someone says and tells me to do. But that stops tonight. How can you trust a passive person? Nearly a pushover?

but i'm not.

http://users.livejournal.com/-polka/5136.html

Well now, if you want to talk to me...just come up to me! I'd be really happy if you did. And I'll be nice.

I've just been really busy and running around all the time. SERIOUSLY. BEFORE SCHOOL, AFTER SCHOOL, AND THEN....IN THE EVENING. And weekends...OH GOD WEEKENDS??! I'm out 24/7. lol. So really...just call me. 240-217-2246.

I've been bonding with Sara sort of. She's sweet. And my friendship with Chase is now nice and comfortably worn....you know, like a favorie shirt...its just good like that. Sometimes the shirt might get stained, but its still great. Natalie doesnt trust me. I don't know why....well yes i do --

I have become a very passive person. Being exposed to so many new things all at once, I find myself pretending to know what's going on, and pretending to be OKAY with everything someone says and tells me to do. But that stops tonight. How can you trust a passive person? Nearly a pushover?

but i'm not.

http://users.livejournal.com/_polka/5136.html

Well now, if you want to talk to me...just come up to me! I'd be really happy if you did. And I'll be nice.

I've just been really busy and running around all the time. SERIOUSLY. BEFORE SCHOOL, AFTER SCHOOL, AND THEN....IN THE EVENING. And weekends...OH GOD WEEKENDS??! I'm out 24/7. lol. So really...just call me. 240-217-2246.

I've been bonding with Sara sort of. She's sweet. And my friendship with Chase is now nice and comfortably worn....you know, like a favorie shirt...its just good like that. Sometimes the shirt might get stained, but its still great. Natalie doesnt trust me. I don't know why....well yes i do --

I have become a very passive person. Being exposed to so many new things all at once, I find myself pretending to know what's going on, and pretending to be OKAY with everything someone says and tells me to do. But that stops tonight. How can you trust a passive person? Nearly a pushover?

but i'm not.

https://users.livejournal.com/-polka/5136.html

I'm having so much fun. TOO MUCH FUN. I wish this all would have started earlier in my life...but too bad - I guess I was just a "late bloomer"...well, thats what Natalie says. I'm just meeting and hanging out with such cool people that I wish I met sooner. I've been doing so many fun things that I can't believe I missed out on for so long! But today I must take a break from such fun and do homework and get job applications.

I do have a job at LJ's but its not really for me. When they open, I'll be scheduled every night of the week from 4-10:30/11:30...and thats not my thing. I'd totally do it if it weren't so time consuming. I actually care about the place and its purpose and everything, and I'm gonna keep going there until I see the final decor...and then I'm quitting. I think I'd perfer a steady pay rate rather than tips anyway. I'd probably make tonsssss of money there, but I don't have the time and dedication (memorize a whole entire menu including the recipes in each dish!!!! no way!) that LJ's needs from me. Plus, I'll need to buy polishible black lace up shoes....and I don't feel like wearing those shits.

http://users.livejournal.com/-polka/4947.html

I'm having so much fun. TOO MUCH FUN. I wish this all would have started earlier in my life...but too bad - I guess I was just a "late bloomer"...well, thats what Natalie says. I'm just meeting and hanging out with such cool people that I wish I met sooner. I've been doing so many fun things that I can't believe I missed out on for so long! But today I must take a break from such fun and do homework and get job applications.

I do have a job at LJ's but its not really for me. When they open, I'll be scheduled every night of the week from 4-10:30/11:30...and thats not my thing. I'd totally do it if it weren't so time consuming. I actually care about the place and its purpose and everything, and I'm gonna keep going there until I see the final decor...and then I'm quitting. I think I'd perfer a steady pay rate rather than tips anyway. I'd probably make tonsssss of money there, but I don't have the time and dedication (memorize a whole entire menu including the recipes in each dish!!!! no way!) that LJ's needs from me. Plus, I'll need to buy polishible black lace up shoes....and I don't feel like wearing those shits.

http://users.livejournal.com/_polka/4947.html

I'm having so much fun. TOO MUCH FUN. I wish this all would have started earlier in my life...but too bad - I guess I was just a "late bloomer"...well, thats what Natalie says. I'm just meeting and hanging out with such cool people that I wish I met sooner. I've been doing so many fun things that I can't believe I missed out on for so long! But today I must take a break from such fun and do homework and get job applications.

I do have a job at LJ's but its not really for me. When they open, I'll be scheduled every night of the week from 4-10:30/11:30...and thats not my thing. I'd totally do it if it weren't so time consuming. I actually care about the place and its purpose and everything, and I'm gonna keep going there until I see the final decor...and then I'm quitting. I think I'd perfer a steady pay rate rather than tips anyway. I'd probably make tonsssss of money there, but I don't have the time and dedication (memorize a whole entire menu including the recipes in each dish!!!! no way!) that LJ's needs from me. Plus, I'll need to buy polishible black lace up shoes....and I don't feel like wearing those shits.

https://users.livejournal.com/-polka/4947.html

I witnessed some drama tonight.

I STILL need a job. Now, more than ever.

Happy Birthday, lets get together some time.

Friday from oh say...1:30-10pm was CRAZYNESS. I saw so many people that know me, but don't really know me...but now they know.

I need to get a j-o-b. Thank god my birthday is coming up, i hope i get lots of money.

http://users.livejournal.com/-polka/4624.html

I witnessed some drama tonight.

I STILL need a job. Now, more than ever.

Happy Birthday, lets get together some time.

Friday from oh say...1:30-10pm was CRAZYNESS. I saw so many people that know me, but don't really know me...but now they know.

I need to get a j-o-b. Thank god my birthday is coming up, i hope i get lots of money.

http://users.livejournal.com/_polka/4624.html

I witnessed some drama tonight.

I STILL need a job. Now, more than ever.

Happy Birthday, lets get together some time.

Friday from oh say...1:30-10pm was CRAZYNESS. I saw so many people that know me, but don't really know me...but now they know.

I need to get a j-o-b. Thank god my birthday is coming up, i hope i get lots of money.

https://users.livejournal.com/-polka/4624.html