I feel like I haven't really been doing anything for quite a while. It's been really boring lately. I should get out and do something.

**private**
Actually, I have been thinking a lot. Why is everyone having children before me? Honestly? Next thing I know, Eiri and Shindou will have adopted. It's ridiculous. Even Tatsuha has a child... and his girlfriend isn't even a woman! Perhaps I am jealous, but really, why shouldn't I be?

Tohma told me that Noriko and Tetsuya invited us to dinner soon. I do think it will be nice, but she is such a successful mother. She may be the reason for all my jealousy. She really is a wonderful mother. I hope I can be like that some day.

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