I think now Tohma hates me... I told him that I'm pregnant last night. Almost right away he suspected me of sleeping with someone else. I don't know how he could have known that. Am I that predictable? I wish he would have stayed so that we could have talked about things. He just stormed out. I don't know where he went, but I think that was his intention. I still love him. I told him that, but he doesn't believe me. I've fucked up...

After Tohma left I went over to Ryuuen's. I didn't want to stay home alone. I know Tatsuha and Yoshiki are there, but I don't want to talk to them about it. Ryuuen managed to make me feel better about things. He always manages to do that. By the time I went to sleep, I was feeling strangely happy. I don't know how he does it, but he always knows exactly the right thing to say to me.

**For Tatsuha and Yoshiki**
Don't destroy the house, please. I don't know how long you two will have it to yourself, but I'd like to come back and see everything in one piece. No parties. If you need anything, I have my cell phone so you can call me.

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