I'm home. I'm really home. I'm so happy. It feels like it's been forever. There are so many things that I could say here, but I'd rather not. I don't want to remember them at all. I don't remember my latest counciling sessions with Ryuuen at all. I really have to apologize to him... for anything I did. I'm having Tohma help me get off the drugs. It's so hard, I understand now why it was so difficult for Tatsuha. I hope I can do this. I feel horrible.

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