**Private Post**
I really don't know why I'm so angry with Otousan. I know it's not his fault that he managed to get a woman pregnant, but it's still... frustrating, I suppose is a good word for it. That will be his fourth child, and he's well over the age of it being appropriate to have children so young. Perhaps I'm jealous... I want a child of my own. Another sibling is by far the worst thing possible right now. I need a drink.

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