I'm home now. I only had to stay one day at the hospital. It's still really upsetting, and I imagine it will be for a while. I never thought I'd lose them like that. I haven't talked to Ryuuen yet. Tohma called him, though. I want to know how he's doing... maybe seeing that he's upset as well might make me feel better. Maybe worse. I have no idea. I just want to talk to him.

I talked to Eiri last night. He surprised me. In a good way, though. He offered to come over and spend time with me, which was sweet of him. He sounded slightly upset, which is an improvement. He can be sweet when he wants to be. Though, other than him, there's probably a few people who I should call. Otousan, for one... I don't know how I'm going to tell him, but better now than later.

**Eiri**
Thank you for last night. That meant a lot to me.

**Otousan**
Could you call me? I need to talk to you.

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