Lost Track Of Time |
Even though sometimes you end up planning things, and end up not doing them after all, doesn't it seem like just.......blah?
Since the last time I wrote in this journal, I have been working and trying to get all my bills done. They finally payed me and it is better now. Now I don't feel like the end of the world is on top of me. Also my taxes for the year came back. Forteen thousand I have made this year. Where is it all? I really don't know. Some went into my mouth and out, wearing them, seeing them, every once in a while, burned it (gas), really don't know what else.
Trying to make time for all of this things that I planned to finish, but just never have time to do them. I'm too tired to get out of bed, I just need more energy in me, just don't know how to do it. I don't know what to do, not at all. Hope with the fitness class I signed up at school will help me loose weight and teach me how to control my diet and be filled with more energy throught out the day.
I really can't wait to go to school. I haven't gone for about six months now. I really do miss it.
Oh yeah, last night I had fun with my brothers. After worked we stayed up watching "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix." I love Harry Potter. He is cute. I can't wait for his next movie, it's going to be awesome. We didn't end up going to bed till around five in the morning, and didn't get up till around one in the afternoon. Really tired there!!!
Well better run. I have to go to a meeting tomorrow morning with my cousin Joanna, and I have to go pick her up first all the way to Long Beach.
Good night.....*
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Lost Track Of Time |
Even though sometimes you end up planning things, and end up not doing them after all, doesn't it seem like just.......blah?
Since the last time I wrote in this journal, I have been working and trying to get all my bills done. They finally payed me and it is better now. Now I don't feel like the end of the world is on top of me. Also my taxes for the year came back. Forteen thousand I have made this year. Where is it all? I really don't know. Some went into my mouth and out, wearing them, seeing them, every once in a while, burned it (gas), really don't know what else.
Trying to make time for all of this things that I planned to finish, but just never have time to do them. I'm too tired to get out of bed, I just need more energy in me, just don't know how to do it. I don't know what to do, not at all. Hope with the fitness class I signed up at school will help me loose weight and teach me how to control my diet and be filled with more energy throught out the day.
I really can't wait to go to school. I haven't gone for about six months now. I really do miss it.
Oh yeah, last night I had fun with my brothers. After worked we stayed up watching "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix." I love Harry Potter. He is cute. I can't wait for his next movie, it's going to be awesome. We didn't end up going to bed till around five in the morning, and didn't get up till around one in the afternoon. Really tired there!!!
Well better run. I have to go to a meeting tomorrow morning with my cousin Joanna, and I have to go pick her up first all the way to Long Beach.
Good night.....*
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Things Being More Difficult |
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Things Being More Difficult |
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What Am I Going To Do? |
Usually, I help my parents by buying groceries for food for that day. Not having any money makes me feel worried and wondering what the heck I am going to do?
Michelle woke me up with and interesting phone call, "I feel like shit." She was drinking. She called out from work and decided to come over and capture me to go to the mall. Ok, fine. I wake up, do my bed, and decided to eat some cereal as I was watching "Mr. Woodcock."
"Mr. Woodcock" was ok. It actually wasn't very funny. I would probably watch it again, but not one of those movies that I am willing to own. Billy Bob Thorton did a good job, he seems very young in this movie. Even though they tried to make him seem old, he doesn't. He is a handsome man. The guy who played as "John Farley," I really don't remember his name, anyways, his character remind me a whole lot like his original character from "American Pie." According to the extras, he couldn't stop laughing during the whole project. I guess he couldn't get out of that character.
Michelle called me as I was watching the extras and asked if I was ready. Of course I wasn't. So I got up got into the shower and got ready. Michelle arrived to my house having to place her makeup before we left. I was waiting for my hair to dry in order to straighten my hair. Took forever. Michelle helped me out with my hair, placed my make up and my monkey called. He was actually ready to come over to spend the whole day with me, but of course Michelle came over to kidnapp me. He got upset. To make him happy I decided to take him the rest of the "Bleach" DVD's we have left of Bleach. It is a very cool anime series.
*******You know, I think I am going to review anime on Saturdays on my LiveJournal*********
First we went to the supermarket to get the food my mom needs for today and tomorrow. Me in my head I was wondering how much money exactly do I have and if I would have enough. I have never been in this situation before. Damn me and that huge spending week. I just couldn't help it. After the supermarket, I went to Javier to drop of the DVD's. Went to drop fo the food at home, and my mom got mad that was going out because I haven't washed the dishes. I know I have a responsibility in helping out, but I do hardly go out. If you know my friend Michelle ask her. She will tell you that it is a miracle that I am going out with her now. After getting mad at mom, we went to Michelle's friends house, wondering if she was home. She wasn't, so we left to the mall.
Once we got there, I wanted to go to the Sanrio store, but she said afterwards. She wanted to return some shirts the day we went to the mall at "Hollister's." She wanted me to do it for her. Not surprised actually, she actually asked me to stuff like that before. She was embarrassed I guess. As we were walking to "Macy's" to pay her bill, she was talking about watching a movie after wards. "I have no money," I told her before. "I'm sure you have some left," is what she responded. So after paying her bill, we went into this store wondering if her friend was working there today. She wasn't. We went to buy the tickets. We got "The Orphanage" for four fourty. We went to get food to sneek it into the theater and then went in.
"The Orphanage" was actually a movie filmed in Spanish. Honestly, it is a very good film. It is scary at times but very interesting. I wouldn't watch it again, it was scary. The only reason I watched it is because she badly wanted it and it was the earliest one at the time. I am willing to watch scary movies with people if they say "come on let's go," or "let's watch this one yeah?" Other than that, if it was my choice in what movie to see, I wouldn't choose a scary movie. During the movie my brother called me, asking me where I was. "At the movies," "what are you doing there?" "watching a movie." When my brother asks me questions like that with an attitude, that means one of my parents of both of my parents are mad and they want me home. Once the movie was finished, it was about six thirty, called home saying I am on my way.
As we were driving home, I called my monkey to be ready to pick him up. I needed reinforcements when I get home. The more people there is with me, my mom will not scream at me in front of them. We picked Javier and got home, Michelle, Javier and me. My mom did seem upset. I gave her a kiss hello and got to work on the dishes.
Started at around seven forty and finished at nine. It was a lot of dishes, and not only the dishes, I also had to clean the counter, the stove and tables. Michelle left about and hour before I was finished. I made myself something to eat, sat down with my monkey in the living room and watched some classic "Family Guy." My monkey left at eleven. I miss him already.
Went to the computer afterwards to listen to some music. Went online. Wrote a little, changed for bed and here I am, writing in my LiveJournal.
Good Night......*
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What Am I Going To Do? |
Usually, I help my parents by buying groceries for food for that day. Not having any money makes me feel worried and wondering what the heck I am going to do?
Michelle woke me up with and interesting phone call, "I feel like shit." She was drinking. She called out from work and decided to come over and capture me to go to the mall. Ok, fine. I wake up, do my bed, and decided to eat some cereal as I was watching "Mr. Woodcock."
"Mr. Woodcock" was ok. It actually wasn't very funny. I would probably watch it again, but not one of those movies that I am willing to own. Billy Bob Thorton did a good job, he seems very young in this movie. Even though they tried to make him seem old, he doesn't. He is a handsome man. The guy who played as "John Farley," I really don't remember his name, anyways, his character remind me a whole lot like his original character from "American Pie." According to the extras, he couldn't stop laughing during the whole project. I guess he couldn't get out of that character.
Michelle called me as I was watching the extras and asked if I was ready. Of course I wasn't. So I got up got into the shower and got ready. Michelle arrived to my house having to place her makeup before we left. I was waiting for my hair to dry in order to straighten my hair. Took forever. Michelle helped me out with my hair, placed my make up and my monkey called. He was actually ready to come over to spend the whole day with me, but of course Michelle came over to kidnapp me. He got upset. To make him happy I decided to take him the rest of the "Bleach" DVD's we have left of Bleach. It is a very cool anime series.
*******You know, I think I am going to review anime on Saturdays on my LiveJournal*********
First we went to the supermarket to get the food my mom needs for today and tomorrow. Me in my head I was wondering how much money exactly do I have and if I would have enough. I have never been in this situation before. Damn me and that huge spending week. I just couldn't help it. After the supermarket, I went to Javier to drop of the DVD's. Went to drop fo the food at home, and my mom got mad that was going out because I haven't washed the dishes. I know I have a responsibility in helping out, but I do hardly go out. If you know my friend Michelle ask her. She will tell you that it is a miracle that I am going out with her now. After getting mad at mom, we went to Michelle's friends house, wondering if she was home. She wasn't, so we left to the mall.
Once we got there, I wanted to go to the Sanrio store, but she said afterwards. She wanted to return some shirts the day we went to the mall at "Hollister's." She wanted me to do it for her. Not surprised actually, she actually asked me to stuff like that before. She was embarrassed I guess. As we were walking to "Macy's" to pay her bill, she was talking about watching a movie after wards. "I have no money," I told her before. "I'm sure you have some left," is what she responded. So after paying her bill, we went into this store wondering if her friend was working there today. She wasn't. We went to buy the tickets. We got "The Orphanage" for four fourty. We went to get food to sneek it into the theater and then went in.
"The Orphanage" was actually a movie filmed in Spanish. Honestly, it is a very good film. It is scary at times but very interesting. I wouldn't watch it again, it was scary. The only reason I watched it is because she badly wanted it and it was the earliest one at the time. I am willing to watch scary movies with people if they say "come on let's go," or "let's watch this one yeah?" Other than that, if it was my choice in what movie to see, I wouldn't choose a scary movie. During the movie my brother called me, asking me where I was. "At the movies," "what are you doing there?" "watching a movie." When my brother asks me questions like that with an attitude, that means one of my parents of both of my parents are mad and they want me home. Once the movie was finished, it was about six thirty, called home saying I am on my way.
As we were driving home, I called my monkey to be ready to pick him up. I needed reinforcements when I get home. The more people there is with me, my mom will not scream at me in front of them. We picked Javier and got home, Michelle, Javier and me. My mom did seem upset. I gave her a kiss hello and got to work on the dishes.
Started at around seven forty and finished at nine. It was a lot of dishes, and not only the dishes, I also had to clean the counter, the stove and tables. Michelle left about and hour before I was finished. I made myself something to eat, sat down with my monkey in the living room and watched some classic "Family Guy." My monkey left at eleven. I miss him already.
Went to the computer afterwards to listen to some music. Went online. Wrote a little, changed for bed and here I am, writing in my LiveJournal.
Good Night......*
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Got No Money |
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Got No Money |
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First Time In A Long Time |
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First Time In A Long Time |
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