I've been pretty out of it for the past 2 weeks due to certain unpleasant discoveries about my personal life. I've been trying to keep it up, keep posting art and tutorials but I'm just really not feeling it and probably won't be for the next few weeks.
Apologies in advance.
I feel like I grew up on the internet. As a child of dysfunctional families, I could always seek comfort by venting out the pain to everyone. It helped me get by the most bleak days when my mom was suicidal and going through so many divorces.
It's not that I don't feel that connection anymore. I'm sure if I opened up to everyone, I would have the same amazing support I always had while growing up, but as an "adult", I find myself unable to open up as freely as I once did.
I'm confused and hurt, bottling up the pain and pretending everything will be okay. Logically, I know everything will be okay eventually. In time, when I look back on this day, I will think that's just a part of life, how silly to waste away over these things, but in this moment I'm losing it.
I don't mean to be vague, I just don't know how to put everything into words. Between the conflicting emotions of spilling my heart out and keeping it together, all I can say is I'm not okay.
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Some 30 minute thumbnails I did. I want to get better at drawing environments so I can flesh out the world of my story (Emion) a bit more... but it's hard T__T I still got a lot to learn about drawing environments /fail
Again with these two , some of these sketches were made to see how much Elle "Estelle"and Hans "hansel" has changed during the years.
If in case you're wondering about these sketches: 1- Elle and her mother (Kulkan)they share a strong bond,Kulkan will turn you into ashes if you hurt her child. 2-Elle and Hans ,they met at a full red moon , when Hans got exposed to it, he became what he is now, but Elle never got scared .of him. 3-some character development: elle is actually more powerfull than Hans due to her strong Astr ,she has beaten the Queen by one single attack *The kiss of death* 4-Hans is very sensitive ,he cries golden tears when he's sad, his blood is also made of gold . 5 -Elle is just chilling there :>
You can see Elle's old progression here --->>fav.me/d7nhy0o
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Hello guys! Here's Part 1 of a hair tutorial series I just did recently for my Patreon. (for free!) " title="Heart" />
I just wanted to show my gratitude to all of you for your support over the past 2 years. Hopefully this tutorial can shed some light on how I usually draw hair and what kind of thoughts I put into it. I hope you find this useful, especially those who are still trying to get a grasp on drawing hair!
If you like what you see and would like to get more of it, please do consider supporting me on Patreonfor more tutorials, processes and full-sized artwork!
My character, Astraea. I will finally be able to experience snow this Christmas Season! We'll be going to LA and NY next week so this will be my last personal work for this year! Happy Holidays everyone!! May this holiday season sparkle and shine and may you feel this happiness all year round! thank you so much for the love and support throughout this year! I love you everyone!
Please don't use my lyrics without my permission or claim them as yours, thank you! All credits of the original song goes to Vocaloid Singer : Kagamine Rin and Kagamine Len Producer : Neru (music, lyrics) - Daikyoukin (piano) - Tomodachi Boshuu-P (mix) - Sidu (illust, video) Original upload date :March 9, 2013
Finally submitted after two months of procrastination, whoo! I admit that I did a pretty bad job with the lyrics ;n; This was sort of rushed, so I'll be going through the lyrics occasionally in case there's anything I need to fix