Never I've felt so lonely as now. Everybody=nobody. Some of them want me just to be a nany, some of them - just to be a life-line, some of them - just to be. I want THEM to be vital. Nobody cares about it.
I'd like to have children. But now I have a doubt if i can be a mom and if I can be pregnant. May be it's naturally not to be a mom but to be a nanny. Always.


NO NO NO

I'll have children. I promise.