Я постоянно задаюсь вопросом: почему мне не нравится моя профессия, работа, почему мне хочется заниматься графикой, фотографией, визажем (вобщем всякое "ерундой")? И наконец я дала себе ответ (прям для диссертации по психологии ЛОЛ). Я слишком эмоциональна, но замкнута и все свои чувства и эмоции мне приходится показывать через что-то другое + у меня какая-то болезненная тяга к тому, чтобы все вокруг были довольны и счастливы (вот это точно к психоаналитику надо).
Если в моей работе нет творческой составляющей я начинаю впадать в депрессию. Последние пол-года я просто с неимоверными услиями заставляла себя идти на работу, в то время как работая в фотостудии по 12 часов 5 дней в неделю я была всегда довольна ).
Так что всерьез задумываюсь о смене профессии

Sonya Kitchell - No Matter What She's a crazy girl She needs an intervention She has lost her world And no one cares to mention She just needs someone to help her out She needs someone to say, "hey, what's it all about" She needs a little bit of love and care And most of all she needs someone to say "I will be there for you No matter what you do I'll be there for you No matter what you say I'll be there today No matter what you do I'll be there for you Yeah, you know it's true" She's a lonely girl Who needs some attention. She needs to find someone To put in place prevention She needs a binding that will hold her and not tear And most of all she needs someone to say "I will be there for you No matter what you do I'll be there for you No matter what you say I'll be there today No matter what you do I'll be there for you, yeah" And when I saw her last She was on her own Everyone was laughing and dancing But she was all alone When I saw her, her eyes were so, so, so tired And her smile had gone away She was high on strife and degrading life That was when I heard them say She's a frightened girl Who needs good intention She's been lost a little too long Now she needs some direction She just needs someone to tell her it's okay Someone who actually cares about her day She needs a little bit of love and care And most of all she needs someone to say "I will be there for you No matter what you do What you do No matter what you say What you say No matter what you do What you do No matter what you say What you say No matter what you do What you do No matter what you do No matter what you do No matter what you do Baby you know I'll be there For you No matter what you do I'll be there for you"

к аниме Огнем и Мечом (GunXSword)

On a mountain high
dig a hole again
then I dream and fly away
but without you

On my knees and pray
torn apart again
I can count the reasons
but maybe the mind
deceives

There's a show in here
the things we can't express
so come inside
is it time to start moving on?
time to believe?

See the red rain here
the things we can't express
so give me my sword
oh it will be better when it's done
my eyes don't deceive
give me my sword

I can hear your voice
from the dark again
everything is underway
but without you

at the break of day
feeling whole again
I've found lots of reasons
now here's one I can
believe in

There's a show in here
the sound of my distress
a rising tide
well it might be better in the sun
time to believe?

See the red rain here
the things we can't express
so give me my sword
oh it will be better when it's done
my eyes don't deceive

There's a show in here
the things we can't express
so come inside
oh it's time to start moving on
time to believe
give me my sword

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Купила новое платье

PS: бегемот, он и в платье - бегемот

Обломов любил Катерину как-то по-русски: лежа на диване, вяло и не долго

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Сделала несколько баннеров... чего-то не нравится мне ничего, что я делаю (((
Состояние паршивое, настроение паршивое и работы такие же...
Кто хочет, может покритиковать. Только не сильно, а то я нервная =)

all i wish