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Создан: 11.11.2006
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Emotional Intelligence

Суббота, 24 Марта 2007 г. 02:55 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - ______________________________________

Your eye, shining, smiling at me.
Cresecents dance, and beauty glows.
The silent blink,the noisy smile, I feel like butter when you are around.
Silence, silence, silence...
The crystal hangs from a sliver knife edge, and stares at me.
The light, I feel the cold, and the crystal finally blumes.
Petals of sugar and syrup, touch my hand, I fall more deeply out my land.
The clearest breath of air, the softest duckling feather, the bluest of pearls, the thinest of skins, the coolest of hearts...
There, across, up,snow, beauty, you,
I miss you!

A promise.

Суббота, 24 Марта 2007 г. 01:11 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - DEAD SERIOUS

I wrote to night from 19.00- 21.00 Fin risk
1 down, 2 to go.
I wanna make a commitement now, a promise to myself;
-> NO DISTRACTIONS THIS WEEKEND!
-> I WILL STICK TO MY PLANS FOR AW and ecos, even if the world splits in half tomorrow and we all fall inside!
->I wILL WAKE UP EARLY
->I Will work until my hand is red and bleeding!
->Starting from tonight i will begin.
->Until Wednesday night, no drinks(:P), but seriously now.
-> I need to do well on Monday!

Like I always try to fufil my promises to others, I must now to myself.
It is in writing, and here is my signiture!!!

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hellllp pls

Пятница, 23 Марта 2007 г. 02:22 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - супер

I wanna upload a song музыку to here, but it keeps saying i cant((((
PLSSS help someone, I will luv u 4ever:P ;P

I want next wednesday

Пятница, 23 Марта 2007 г. 02:10 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - лигава се като веве

What does one do when one wakes up and finds a poster stuck on one's door...
( and it annoys you, cause it tunes you off). University hostiles are great, except sometimes it gets abit too much)
Today i tried to go the library...
Too do some work...
Never again, because i dont know about you, but i dont like HUGE UNDERGROUND BUILDINGS WHERE U CAN HEAR A FEATHER FALL!!!!!!
OHH this song NOW on the radio, Pussy cat dolls ft timbaland- Wait a minute
SO WAIT A MINUTE, BOY WHY U TRIPPIN LIKE THAT...

I want next wednesday to come: i havnt had a nice beer in a looooong time:P

Oh, and I never believed in the miracle of make-up (make average girls look so beautiful...
But_________________

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Im screwed for this weekend...

Четверг, 22 Марта 2007 г. 01:39 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Sleepy and Silly

Fin Risk on Fri.. ill make it I guess, but omw AW on mon and ecos essay..
Sometimes, i do wish i was an unstoppable robot and machine who can work through the night.
If anyone can give me an argument as to why I shouldnt say sleep is the biggest waste if time, pls do, im so desperate!!!
Cause sleep actually is just that, pointless.
( Imagine 7/8 hours more a day, or an extra 3rd day, in which u can:
Watch a movie, go outside, do homework, eat something, hug someone, chat, listen to music, play a computer game...)

No one cant argue for an extra 8 hours*365*85=248200
therefore 248200/24=10341.67 days more=10341.67/365= 28.333 years!!!!!

If i decide to study medicine now and develop a sleep free drug for life(with no side effects) would anyone support me)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

"The Choice" - non-fiction short story.

Среда, 21 Марта 2007 г. 23:08 + в цитатник
В колонках играет - Nelly Furtado- all good things come to an end
Настроение сейчас - !!!!!!

On April 13, 2005, on a sunny, somewhat cool, windy afternoon an elderly couple in their mid-seventies carried out a murder/suicide pact, a pact that included the elderly couple's dog.

This murder/suicide took place in a park a short distance from the local hospital. The husband shot his wife, then their dog, and then himself. Being so near the hospital help arrived immediately. The wife, and dog, were both dead. The husband, though alive, would die a short time later.

Why would this elderly couple choose death over life? Why so near a hospital? A place where they knew there would be immediate help available. Why include the family pet in their pact with death? Why not carry out this pact in the privacy of their home? Why in broad daylight? Why not carry out this murder/suicide under the cover of darkness?

I see Honor in what these two people chose to do. I can understand why they would choose to end their lives, and that of their pet, together, in broad daylight, under the eyes of God and the world. They were not ashamed of the choice they made. Carrying out their plan so near a hospital makes perfect sense. Their bodies would be found right away. No one who loves them would have to suffer the heartache of being the one who found them.

This was not an irrational act by two elderly senile people. These two people made a conscience choice to cheat old age out of its prize. They would not allow old age to rob them of their memories: Would not allow it to make them helpless and dependent on others for their every need. They would not run the risk of becoming a burden to their families.

As I said, I see Honor in what the old couple chose to do. I see no shame on them.

Buddha said, "It is not the action that matters, but the motivation behind the action."

I know that there are many who will disagree with me. There are many who will say, "Surely there was a better, easier way."

I Heard God Whisper My Name

I was a baby yesterday
Nursing at my mother's breast.
Soft and warm
I knew no harm.

I was a child yesterday
I ran. I played.
I laughed. I loved.
I cried.
I fell.
I got back up.

I was a young woman yesterday.
Like most young women
I fell in love.
Got married.
Had a family.
Babies at my breast.

I was middle-aged yesterday.
I had grown children.
Grandchildren, great grandchildren too,
Had come my way.

I was an old woman yesterday.
My health failing.
I am in the way.
A burden to those I raised
I was placed in a 'Care-Home,'
Left to wither and fade away.

I died today.
I heard God whisper my name.
And loneliness finally let go of my hand.

Race against time

Среда, 21 Марта 2007 г. 22:13 + в цитатник
В колонках играет - Cold Play- hardest part
Настроение сейчас - like a calculator

Today was public holiday (human rights day)
yeaaahhh!
No not actually...
Im writing a test on friday :(, so today i covered so much work.
My head is sooo sore, but i need to carry on till 1.00 am probably, then will i be finished
Today was sunny at least)), when i was outside..., and the best thing is too sit at lunch and supper and talk to my friends about stuff, anything random:P
-> Did I make anyone smile today?? I helped a girl with her project i did get one smile, so it was a good day))
P.S why do people talk so loud in the mornings!!!:P ( in my corridor)
Also i took this picture:D

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Тick Tock

Среда, 21 Марта 2007 г. 01:52 + в цитатник
В колонках играет - Fall Out Boy- Arms Race
Настроение сейчас - много тревожен

3 months * 2/3 = 2 months (cause 1/3 of day is spent sleeping)
My 2 months have been up and down, pleasant and stressful, ordinary and extra ordinary...
But then i come to university in January 30...
Days I won't forget: Alex!!! You are crazy, from Friday night to Sunday morning you were drunk NON STOP!!! (guess who had to 'look after' him on Saturday)
: But that Saturday it was beautiful, 3 amazing wine farms (I wish i had brought my camera) on the wine tour.
21st birthdays (Alex u drunk man :P),
Annoying ppl... ( Dirk OMW comes to my room and bugs me :D )
American international student: who stares so much its Overboard obvious
Phillip from matric ( good times) I havnt been able to meet as often as I wanted to.
: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND DAD)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
An unusual thing I did...
-> (SOFTLY :D) punched 3 friends ( after they were drunk and shouting through my window)
O this my Highlight now,It is priceless, it is real, and its forever_______

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Wow it has been a while!!!

Воскресенье, 18 Марта 2007 г. 20:50 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Mind's at peace

Time is the longest distance between 2 places...

So much has been happening..., but im too tired to write anything more meaningful than this,
but im never too tired to promote my favourite person and role model in the world...
Follow the 3 picture love story----->
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All comes to an end

Понедельник, 11 Декабря 2006 г. 23:25 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Calm

Dear diary,
Today is the 11 December 2006, and I have decided to terminate my diary here.
From tomorrow I will begin anew on some other diary site, and will end here.
It was a wonderful time spent writing my ideas, writing my thoughts and expressions, but everything must come to an end.
I dedicate this last entry to a good girl who introduced me to this, and all my thanks go to her.
Good bye all.

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For the Union??

Понедельник, 11 Декабря 2006 г. 00:45 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Pessimistic

Marriage vows are promises a couple makes to each other during a wedding ceremony. In Western culture, these promises have traditionally included the notions of affection ("love, comfort, keep"), faithfulness ("forsaking all others"), unconditionality ("for richer or for poorer", "in sickness and in health"), and permanence ("as long as we both shall live", "until death do us part"). Most wedding vows are taken from traditional religious ceremonies. Touching love poems or lyrics from a love song can be revised as wedding vows. Some couples choose to write their own vows, rather than relying on standard ones spoken by the celebrant (priest).

Does this mean anything???
If so many people divorce these days, these words said are worthless!
I'm pessimistic about this since so many families get torn apart.
Lies are the poison which kill the soul.

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Burden

Суббота, 09 Декабря 2006 г. 23:42 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Depressed

Today I will remember for all eternity.
I pray for healing and rebonding.
Tough times at home, and I have felt like fading away into nothingness.
But I know what im talking about. So one day when I reread my journal I will remember this day.
I will do my best to bring back happiness.

Too young

Суббота, 09 Декабря 2006 г. 00:07 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - knowledge hungary?

Girl I spoke to said she had a baby>>>
She was 17??
One from 3 years ago, had baby too, she was in school and was 17???
What is happening to this world??
Fear to meet a girl, cause chances are she probably is a mother already!

Anyways. A misty day with lots of rain. LOVELY))
The drive of 90km to a mall, It was nice;)
Followed by gym, really nice:)



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Summer

Четверг, 07 Декабря 2006 г. 02:04 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Desperate for cool.

Time of tanning and sun.
Cool drinks infront of the pool.
Sleepless nights with the fan working full blast.
Time of laziness)))
Melting ice-cream.
Fishing.
Sunglasses.
Swimming costumes.
Relaxation.

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My cellphone!

Среда, 06 Декабря 2006 г. 00:08 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - super

It is annoying. Today I leave cellphone alone for the whole day, and come back and see hundreds of missed calls and sms:P I found too late in time about 3 of my friends that wanted to meet me at the movies(((. Too late:(
Cellphones are so heavy, and fragile, I don't like to carry around!!
They always run out of batteries and battle with reception:P
;)
Tomorrow is my name day, Никул ден. I can't wait for presents :P

All is cool

Понедельник, 04 Декабря 2006 г. 23:54 + в цитатник
Had an operation on my back this morning yuck:P
Played Table tennis, I love it, and jogged.
Need to start gym I think:)

Otherwise nothing much.
I dont feel like being philosophical today:P

What I know!

Понедельник, 04 Декабря 2006 г. 01:33 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - bored)

Sure, we call him beautiful on tv, and her pretty in the magazine...
But why???:P Why not the next door neighbour, why not the daily newsreporter or teacher we see all the time??;)
Is there a scientific explaination? Sure!
I watched one on tv, and says something like this...
Physical attractiveness was percieved by hundreds of people looking at different photos as a test, and the results were,

- Symmetry, both facial and body. For example, 2 eyes in same size.
If the person were split in half down the middle, the two halves would be
identical mirror images. So a small right cheek and big left one isnt
symmetrical:P

- Some common average measures. Not too big or small: waist to hip ratios of 0.7 for women and 0.9 for men.

These are the common to all people's ideas. The other factors such as hair colour( blonde or dark etc) were a matter of choice, or personal preference.
But studies showed also that people prefered others with the same hair colour as them or someone who looks like them i.e person with same colour eyes or height!!!

It is all crazy but true! It is after all instinct.

Read better info than this on www.scienceblog.com/cms/node/2631

Are we alone??

Воскресенье, 03 Декабря 2006 г. 01:28 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Confused

It was a calm day, just shopping, and no more. Hope to go on a boat trip to a close by dam tomorrow courteasy of my parents' friend and his sons Kiril and Dimitar.

The universe is filled with billions of galaxies just like our milky way, which each in turn contain trillions of solar systems like our own one with a star( like the sun) and orbiting planets, some similar to the earths structure, distance from star etc.
Are we the only special ones?
I think belief will decide which it is. The mind is more powerful than we will ever know.
I would like to believe we are alone!
2006 November 24
Alpha Cam: Runaway Star
Explanation: Runaway stars are massive stars traveling rapidly through interstellar space. Like a ship plowing through cosmic seas, runaway star Alpha Cam has produced this graceful arcing bow wave or bow shock - moving at over 60 kilometers per second and compressing the interstellar material in its path. The bright star above and left of center in this wide (3x2 degree) view, Alpha Cam is about 25-30 times as massive as the Sun, 5 times hotter (30,000 kelvins), and over 500,000 times brighter. About 4,000 light-years away in the long-necked constellation Camelopardalis, the star also produces a strong wind. The bow shock stands off about 10 light-years from the star itself. What set this star in motion? Astronomers have long thought that Alpha Cam was flung out of a nearby cluster of young hot stars due to gravitational interactions with other cluster members or perhaps by the supernova explosion of a massive companion star.

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Tonight)) Today))

Суббота, 02 Декабря 2006 г. 02:07 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - Happy, glad, angry, mad, silly, funny.....)))

Awesome day, got see мамо and tonight when everyone was going to sleep i went to close by pub to see friends:)
Many were drunk there, except my close old friends from school.
There was this boy that wanted to fight with my friend!!!
:( Why must some boys be so agressive:(
IT IS STUPID

Otherwise good times))

The wonderful world of mathematics: A study as old as time itself dating more 2000 years ago. Its elementary and fundemental approach to relationships in nature means the world of maths has propelled the human race to where it is now! Maths created cars, computers, medicine in direct and indirect ways. It explains the world we live in like no other subject;) and is so logical and important to our development. The benefits it has given mankind is phenominal, and is used in so many subjects and areas.

Praise maths!!!
That is why i studied maths this in uni and come in the top 20 with 95%, and will do so for the next 3 years!!!

Cool

Пятница, 01 Декабря 2006 г. 02:27 + в цитатник
Настроение сейчас - добро

The prize giving I was in invited to tonight was great at my old school, and was happy to see many of my favourite teachers were happy to see me too))

Then after after it was traditional Bulgarian community gathering at at restaurant.

But tonight my sister took her friend home for sleep over.
That girl I annoying! She talks and flirts with me where ever i go in the house. I dont like her!!!

Otherwise ok day..
Maybe tomorrow get together at bar to see old friends, if i feel like it.



Understanding: A process of tying common denominations together to a recognisable pattern and gaining a true insight and perception. ;)

- Met 2 lovely girls on icq recently. Do i know them well enough to say this?
NO.
-> Dont try understand people, it is impossible.
->Be yourself, its all that you can do, and it is also the hardest part.
->Be transparent and crystal, truth is better understanding!
->So are those 2 nice people? Will never know for sure unless I meet them in flesh.
->Why not get to know them better then?? It is not often to meet such people.

Conclusion: Will always like to chat:)


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