В колонках играет - MB20 Настроение сейчас - паршивое))))
yeh, it's a kind of wierd, but I usually write here before my leaving to States. As last year I was waiting for that since I came back from States, but now it doesn't really matter for me, I don't even know why I want to there so much. It seems I decided to do it in past, and now I'm just doing my best to get all I wanted. There I can get some freedom, but I'm not sure I need it.
А может это просто хандра, и завтра всё будет казаться таким пустяковым))))))))
everithing chanded... he left, without saying anything... i miss him and i'm so upsad... I whish I can stay, but i can't... nothig can be worse than when you can't do something...
...it was wonderful evening...Our new friend from Kiev and I went by bicycles to the beach. Actually, it is situated far from our house, it took us 40 minutes to get it. It was really greate after such trip to dive into a sky-blu ocean... later, when I was sitting on a beach I remembered the day before my departure on our native beach...
at home Kate and Andrew prepared for us the supper... something strange was in their behavior: while we were to the beach they became almost best friends, I can't imagine that she took my place... but it's ordinary thing...
also I have find really good camera for my daddy, so as soon as i get my first paycheque I'll by it for him...
we didn't go to the party as we wanted, Andrew got a little flu, and Kate felt down from the bicycle yesterday, so that was no reason to go...
...such a stupid period of my life... ;)))
... I really don't know... Last 5 months it was really important aim of my life... But now, when i achieved it, everything became absolutly different colours... My friend Kate... I couldn't imagine, that she sometimes get so boring and so selfish.... Absolutly the same about Andrew... One thing just to comunikate with this people every day, and the other - to live with them all the time.
And also Andrew doesn't mean for me like it used to be... Though he is still person, on which I can rely, but... it's difficult... he understood, that he isn't so important for me like he was, and he is doing stupid things... it'll be greate if I'm not right...
My parents also csn spoild my life, even so far from me.... and it's really very sad...
So now I have such a stuped period of my life... There is still no work, there is nothing do if the notebook is busy...
I miss everybody, whom I left in Odessa....