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Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
but it's not, not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we have to go.
The broken hearts,
the cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok,
But not for you,
Because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in two.

Тонка как игла,
Хитра как лиса.
Она жжет как огонь...
У нее нет преград,
И ей никто не рад.
Она знает слабинки твои,
И она проберется в твой покой..
Она указывая на дверь мира
Шепнет закрой...
А ты повинуясь,
Ты поддашься ей....
Тебе станет все равно..
Ты попал в ее звенно..
Окутавши тебя,
Теперь ты у неё на цепи.
От Боли тебе не уйти!

-Отдать тебе любовь?
-Отдай.
-Она в грязи...
-Отдай в грязи...
- Я погадать хочу...
-Гадай.
-Еще хочу спросить...
-Спроси.
-Допустим, постучусь...
-Впущу.
-Допустим, позову...
-Пойду.
-А если там беда?
-В беду.
-А если обману?
-Прощу.
-"Спой"-прикажу тебе...
-Спою
-Запри для друга дверь...
-Запру.
-Скажу тебе: убей!
-Убью.
-Скажу тебе: умри!
-Умру.
-А если захлебнусь?
-Спасу.
-А если будет боль?
- Стерплю.
-А если вдруг стена?
-Снесу.
-А если узел?
-Разрублю.
-А если сто узлов?
- И сто.
-Любовь тебе отдать?
-Любовь.
-Не будет этого!
-За что?!
- За то что не люблю рабов.

(Р.Рождественский)

Настроение сейчас - lu!:love:

Sing me a song, sing me a lullaby
Do me no wrong; hold in your arms
And don't say good bye...
Bittersweet end, with soft memories
Just like that summer day with gentle breeze
I live a dream, once I'm with you..

Just because; Just because,
You know it's just because,
I fell in love with you.
There's no way the world to tear as apart
Just because, just because
Just because your love touched my heart...

Sing me a song, whistle a tune
Remember the day, the first kiss
the walk under the moon?
Sweet -sorrow times will pass us by
Hold on to me, don't say goodbye
I live a dream, once I'm with you..

That's because; Just because,
You know it's that way 'cause,
I fell in love with you.
There's no way the world to tear as apart
Just because, just because
Just because your love touched my heart...

Настроение сейчас -

I'm on the road alone again
I'll grab guitar to tag as friend.
I'll have the music show me paths I couldn't see
It not your fault I needed to flee..
And what' the big deal any way..
You know I couldn't take it
Couldn't make it, couldn't stay...
So when my soul just screamed inside
I knew I couldn't live if I hadn't tried..

Dont' try to find me
I'm now gone
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control

So here I am inside this room
I'll take my chance and won't assume
My heart is racing as the words are sung
My life, my song, had just begun..
I've packed my bags and took the path
To find a place where i could last..
So when my soul began to scream
It was my call to find a new dream

Dont' try to find me
I'm now gone
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control

I'm on the road alone again
With my guitar as a friend
I've took the words
Made up a song
To cheer me up
Once I was gone...
Dont' try to find me
I have withdrawn
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control

I won't loose a battle
I won't give it away!
I won't let you rattle,
I won't let u mock me that way!

I'll fight what life gives me
I'll get to defeat!
I'll fight till the end and won't fall on my knee!

I'll face my fears,
I'll look death into face!
I'll fight wounds with tears
But I'll win this race

Настроение сейчас -

Each night I sit there staring out the window,
I try falling asleep as the minutes go by.
I keep on picturing then and now
The memories come and I start to cry.
It's not that I'm lonely, and the night isn't long
I keep realizing that I'm falling, I'm not as strong
I'll sit on my bed holding the teddy bear so tight,
I just need someone, someone to hold me tonight.
I want someone to tuck me and tell me it'll be ok
And when I wake up seeing him will bright up the day.
I just want someone to hold me tonight,
Someone with who I'd fall asleep without a fright.

Each year comes and then it goes
Its' just the way our life flows.
This year is now also almost gone
But with no regret it'll be forgone
The year's almost gone, where to?
Fresh dreams, clean slate,
2005 will bring for you!
The cheery days, and silent nights
Filled with love, without fights.
May happiness and joy
Enter your house at midnight.
Happy New 2005!
May this be the year of delight!!!

Настроение сейчас - just woke up

Пусть новый год, как утро раннее,
Несёт с собой надежды светлые,
Пускай исполнятся твои желания,
И все мечты твои заветные,
Пусть боль, невзгоды и тревоги
Минуют все твои дороги,
И чтоб светила бы всегда
Тебе счастливая звезда!!!
Пусть сбудутся все твои мечты
не плач и улыбнись
оставь всё позади
Новый год принесёт любви

Особо писать не чего, днеь вобсем прошел не плохо, видела малыша..еше морально отхоху от его дня варения так что чтоб развлеч вот стишок для всех моих друзей =)

When life looks rough
And I need a shoulder to lean on
I always come to you
And you help me move on
No matter what happens with me
You're always by my side
I can count on you
And I look at you with pride
I know I can call you on the phone
Day or night
I know you'll be there for me
When I feel blue
I know you'll be there for me
At the times when I'm trying to hide
And I know I can cry in front of you
When I'm sad and blue
I know I can count on you
When we share our secrets
I know they'll stay safe
And no matter what I'll tell you
I know you won't tell any one
And carry it with you to your grave
You are my friend
And you'll always be!

нашла у себя....

Timing was whining.
Obligating the growth

The sun may stop shining
Over the Earth.
May be soon it'll be over.

My life seemed like there's nothing that's worth...
Coming through darkness, lost and now
Gone...to find someone, or
Even where I belong...
Every minute,

Fighting the fears,
Roaring through storms
Over the tears,
My question still stood, as to where I belong...

Living the day with
Every part of my soul.
Never realizing where should I go...
After the grieve, that was

Killing me slow.
After me thinking,
My soul has no where to go.
Everything's clear
Nothing to see.
Everything's fake
That's around me...
Some people backstab you,
Keeping the lead,
At the time when we're in need.

Taking it slow,
Helping me through
Always kept saying, "I'm there for you"
Never forgot me,
Keeping away from the pains, well this is me
Saying "Thanks!"

The stars are shining,
The moon guards our sleep.
I'm quietly sleeping under my lining,
Dreaming and wishing so deep.

The sky is so dark ,
And so pretty too.
As I awake in my dream,
I rise my eyes onto the sky
The stars form a picture of you

I lay on my bed,
As a shooting star.
Comes across the sky
It leaves me in awe.

I reach out for moon.
And I grasp it into my hand,
It’s so light and so bright
And with that though I fall asleep
Wishing all Good Night =)

Маленькии дождик стучит по стеклу,
А я опять смотрю с грустью в окно и когото жду.
Листья опали, осень пришла,
И сразу душа ищет тепла.
Шаг вперед, ни шага назад,
Улыбнусь я тебе, и не будет приград.

Осень пришла и с неи пришел ты,
Тайны растворясь привратились в мечты.

Листья летели шепча,
Если мне тогда и было обидно,
Но мне уже не забыть тебя.
Чемто сладким
И теплым наполняется душа
Каждый раз, каждый раз,
кАждый раз я целую тебя

Somehow the feeling of loneliness won't le me go.
I have no power I just go on trying not to show
How much it bothers me,
And the emptiness of the soul,
I have to proceed without a fall.
The sun isn't shining
And the wind is so cold.
I gripp onto rhyming,
Trying to find some warmth from words to hold.
But the feeling won't leave me
It just grows and grows
Empty, sad, lost
That's how today flows.

Маленькое солнце опустило лучики на нас,
Аленькии цветочек ты нес мне в своих руках.
Лучиком своей любви ты коснулся меня.
И теперь не смотря на все преграды я твоя.
Шум жизни не остановил нас на пути, Ведь все еще
У нас впереди...

Тонкая боль,
как игла скользит.
Серце пронзая
замирает дихание.
две минуты,
три минуты,
Сижу не шевелясь,
В темноте,
Вижидая окончания.

Ета боль не проходит,
И терпеть больше не могу.
Слезы текут по шеке,
Ведь уже более 10 лет как я с ней живу...

Та тонкая боль,
Стала груба,
Как кинжал
Пронзает сковь серце она.

И вот в глазах мутно
равновесия нет,
Падая на пол
душа ишет ответ

.....как надоели ети сердечние приступи и потеря сознания... а говорить ни кому не охота а них а то канитель разведут... доктора особо усе равно не че не сделаут, а таблетки уже заманали... а жить дальше нада

Some times I get this feeling in me
That this is not how it should be.

I live my life by this gracious melody
I live writing my souls song,
Choosing and rhyming word
Which lead me to go on...

The melody's forming note by note,
I'm blissfully rowing down life's stream
On my raft of hope....

The light of life will never leave me,
It'll guide me till end .
It'll never deceive me.

I've been blessed in life
Without even realizing...
Just remove and forgive all the strife
And your life will too be admiring

I look back at the past
With tears in my eyes
I've made a mistake
And now i'm in descise

What would you have me do?
there were no alternatives to lean on
It's not easy to understand for you
But i had to make myself move on

it seems as if I was the one to leave
But you've left me no choice

I've asked you about us
But u've said Goodbye
So I left hiding the pain
Trying so hard not to cry

Now you question my actions
And tell me to do what i think's the best

Sometimes it makes me want to bring out that knife
And forever let my sould rest....

If the veins will get cut,
And the blood starts to flow...
Will it answer your question?
I don't know...

Ты обнимая меня
Вспоминал про неё
но парнишка зачем же тогда
Разбивать серце мое?

Ты хотел показать
Что и без нее проживешь
Что ты найдешь другую
Лучше, теплее, нежнее
И показать что ты её больше не ждеш

Я зная про ето,
все равно не ушлаю
Осталось с тобой,
Я так долго ждала.

А тепер когда мы стоим
И в руке твоей моя рука
Я поняла,
Что ето только причуды,
ето не навсегда.

Ты обнимая меня
Вспоминал про неё
не нужно тебе
ни любовь ни серце моё....

~~~~~~~~~~~

Some words hurt you deeply,
leaving an unhealing wound behind.
Is that what I've done with him?
Do I once again fool myself lying...
Do the changes in me,
tend to hide further the truth.
No i don't think so,
After what we've been through
The memories last in my heart
The tears keep comming inside
But i can't show you all these emotions
So i have no choice but hide...
You once said that I've changed
After my return
But in truth I didn't
I just hid in side
hoping to not cause you
another horrible burn
if you only knew what was going on with me
You wouldn't think like that,
wouldn't walk away
You would see.....