I feel alright, yet not.

I can go about doing my daily chores yet stoned.
After stoning, couple of tears and back to the chore.
And then the cycle repeats.

A great sense of deja vu.
Slightly different though.

Perhaps, its the slight difference that's why I am not sick yet.
Besides the slight difference, the rest remain the same.
The same old pain.
And I realised the well of tears hasnt dried up despite me depleting the supply outragously!

Its a weird feeling.
I'm weird.
That's weird.

LI 5.09.15