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This is a very nice christian song that I like to sing wherever I go

DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU
NEVER LET ME GO
I´LL LET IT ALL DAWN AGAIN
TO HEAR YOU SAID THAT I´AM YOUR FRIEND
YOU ARE MY DESIRE
NO ONE ELSE WILL DO
´COZ NOTHING ELSE CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE
TO FILL THE WARM OF YOUR EMBRACE
HELP ME FIND THE WAY
BRING ME BACK TO YOU

YOU´RE ALL I WANT
YOU´RE ALL I EVER NEEDED
YOU´RE ALL I WANT
HELP ME KNOW YOU ARE NEAR

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I have a God that is an awesome God and He reighs forever above us with wisdom, power and love.

One of the things that I like to do the most is to behold the moon. Frequently, before to sleep I spent a certain time looking at she. I love to behold the sky at night. Stars, billions of them, surrunding the moon. Sometimes I wake up at the early morning and she is there, coming in through my window.

Saturday I met, by random, an old friend that I loved some years ago. Nowadays she is merried and we kissed and hugged each other. It would be only one simple meeting if she had not open her heart to me. She look upon me as a brother and she told me that her wedding is perfect unless for a thing: she doesn´t get has orgasm. Indeed she doesn´t like to make sex. According she, her husband isn´t the guilt but she.

Her first sexual experience took place with a man she loved but he didn´t feel the same for her. She told it wasn´t good. Today she cannot avoid this bad experience from her life.

I told her that her husband really loves her coz it isn´t easy for any man to bear a hard situation like that. They took up to 6 months without sex. SIX MONTHS without sex for two youngs people who have only 1 yeard and 3 months of wedding is almost unbeliverbable!

In 2000, when I knew her, I fell in love for her and I really want her. Nowadays we are closed friends. We are confidants and I made a joke with her: I said that, if she had got merried with me it´d never has happened ))). Of course I am kidding. It is a hard situation. She knows that she must to find a psychologist.

When I went my home I thought to myself: God knows what He does and we dont know what we ask for. Thanks God ! )))))

amazing

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Who are you?
What do you want?
Where are you going?
Who do you serve?
and Who do you trust?

There are three things which dont come to back: a lost opportunity; a said word; and the third I dont remember, but it is not immportant right now. I only wanna open my heart coz I feel me bad for a ugly thing that I did today: I LIED !
I lied and I know that the person didn´t believe in me. If I were true I would be ashamed but I would only in that moment, but now I´ll be ashamed all the time while this person to look at me.
In deed, each one of us lie. We lie everyday single day and we dont realized it.

My friend Janaina has a mental problem. She only speaks about sex. Her husband is traveling and she is going up through of the walls. She told for her beautician that I am her lover. Indeed she has desire to have one coz she lost hers.

Yesterday I mad a little travel with my boss and his wife, my big friend Janaina. We went to a little neiborhood next about 50 Km of my city. During the way I stayed to behold the beautiful landscape of my state and I imagened how Yaoi_hunter would behave herself looking those moutains, coz I am sure that Russia doesn´t have a net of mountains like that that I saw yesterday. I took some pics from internet from there to ilustrate them. In the way back, Marcio, the my boss, stopped the car in the road for we see the sky. Darkness surrounded us and the sky was full of billions of stars. I love to behold to sky at night. If she wanted to come to Brazil, it would be a good program; maybe yes, maybe not. I think she isn´t so sensive to admire the nature. I pity the fool : )

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