after a long extensive painful enlistment i am finally done.i will probably be out in june.im happy i get to come hope and begin my life. i have no idea what im
gonna do so it should be fun.i think im a different person now.i dont know if my friends will still hang out like we used to,but thats ok they have lifes now.i have done alot of mean things to poeple and i realize that,and wether they know it or not i am paying for it everyday.so if you read this and ive hurt you in the past i apoligize a million times.

"music is my tour guide and hes one of those old guys who talk slow and mumble"

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Im getting married the 3rd, next Tuesday.

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What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You work too hard
Strangers think	You're gay
Friends think	You're a slut
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i wonder if she knows. Oh i hope she's psychic! heheh

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i need something more.More than what i always get.sometimes i wonder if i deserve it,i think i dont.Theres people out there worse than me,they get it.Maybe someday,maybe someday

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after a long extensive painful enlistment i am finally done.i will probably be out in june.im happy i get to come hope and begin my life. i have no idea what im
gonna do so it should be fun.i think im a different person now.i dont know if my friends will still hang out like we used to,but thats ok they have lifes now.i have done alot of mean things to poeple and i realize that,and wether they know it or not i am paying for it everyday.so if you read this and ive hurt you in the past i apoligize a million times.

"music is my tour guide and hes one of those old guys who talk slow and mumble"

https://kurt-cobain.livejournal.com/3931.html

Im getting married the 3rd, next Tuesday.

https://kurt-cobain.livejournal.com/3658.html

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You work too hard
Strangers think	You're gay
Friends think	You're a slut
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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i wonder if she knows. Oh i hope she's psychic! heheh

https://kurt-cobain.livejournal.com/3269.html

i need something more.More than what i always get.sometimes i wonder if i deserve it,i think i dont.Theres people out there worse than me,they get it.Maybe someday,maybe someday

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well ok im bored.theres nothin to do i have to wake up at 5am.i miss everyone,i wonder if everyone is having fun.man,charisma carpenter is hot,she plays in buffy the vampire slayer.can you believe shes 33 wow! did anyone see the new info pamplets they put on cigarettes,thats stupid. Obviously i know that there going to kill eventually but they have to remind me.Iv changed alot,this place takes you and erases you then makes you they way they want you.I cant pickup women like i used to.now its like i have nothing to talk about.i know they dont wanna hear the stuff i do at work,well at least what i can tell.which is usually the boring stuff.maybe ill meet some new chicks(women)haha,when i come home.theres this girl that keeps calling me i tried to pawn her off on my friend but i guess she likes me,thats pretty stupid of her, cause im an ass.Ill just hurt her like i do everyother girl.
actually she's calling me now..hahaha wierd.if all else fails ill just hook up some of the girls i already know,but they probably wont want to have anything to do with me cause i havent called them.i dont ill tell them i was out to sea haha.Man, im such a fucking pig,i should be shot,or maybe castrated.I feel wierd now that mellisa and krytallyn know how many girls ive been with since ive been in the navy.Im such a whore,but if a girl wants to,im not going to turn her down.I cant,i cant control my myself.i was worse before i joined the navy.the guys on the boat tease me,they have a nickname for its the 12year old pimp,cause i look like im 12 but im always getting girls cause they always as me if im ld enough to be in bars.it always works, but i still hate looking young,i get shit for all the time.
im tired of,but you know what i guess i hve to live with it.man i wrote alot of shit.i probably shouldnt let everyone read this but owell. i dont just dont give a fuck. GOODNIGHT everyone!!!!!!!!!

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i was going to come home but my friend was supposed to drive me and i couldnt wake him up.i got out of work at about 710am and my flight was at 9am in boston which is about 50miles away..but i tried to wake him up for like 45 min, i even knocked on his door and called him at the same time but he was out cold....im sorry for everyone that thought i was coming home i wanted to so bad..but i get to come home for christmas which only 18 days away. i miss all you guys and ill see you then!

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IM coming home, or a day im coming home...i hope i get to hang out with everyone
i wanna get trashed too but i still want to see all my friends and yes you too mellissa and krystallyn haha just kidding you know you guys are my best buds!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SEE YOU THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

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you know its a saturday night and everyones car is gone but you know im stuck here fuck these people....you know why cause my life sucks i hate everyone FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no offense i hope everyone dies!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ALL CAN LICK MY BALLS!!!!!TWICE!!!!
no one ask me if i wanna go anywhere. you always get us into trouble they say well maybe so but at least i have fun...its not just me that gets everyone into trouble granted i do get into alot of trouble but whatever they suck ...and everyone else thats sitting at home tonight playing video games i hope you get electric...ahhh ahahaahahah i cant spell now cause of you fuckers!!! i wanna get the fuck out of maine i cant stand this place its practically canada...for all those people thinking about leaving home dont ...dont ever do it ..its the worst mistake you will ever make
and i made it!!!
3 1/2 years
omg 3 1/2 more years
.................

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My class got our orders today.I kinda got screwed but its ok,im over it.Im going to the USS Norfolk,which its homeport is in norfolk,va.
Right now its in portsmouth,NH so i might get to go there.Well im looking forward to it cause portsmouth doesnt have barrack so i will get to live out on town.It looks like i wont be going out to sea for a while to,but its ok.

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I didnt really do much saturday.Sunday me and my class went to the park for a cookout wiht our chief.It was great,i got so wasted.We filled my friends trunk with beer.We had a least a couple hundred beers easily.We played a little football,walked around on the beach.
Jake puked and pissed on himself.well with the help of Dale..hehe.
We made a bet on who could swim from one side of the beach to the other.The only thing was the water was fucking cold.It was at least
below 40 degrees.I frozed my balls off.I didnt make to the other side
but i went the 3rd farthest.Dale won that bet,but he cant win them all.
HAAHAHAHHAHAH.Tonight i got the best ball tap in the bussiness,i got jeff,Robert,and Tien all in one sitting. it was great,they have yet to get me back but i am prepared.See what we do in the Navy just have fun 24/7 sometimes its not to bad.I cant wait until i get to my boat.I just hope my initiation isnt to bad.Goodnight

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I didnt do much this weekend.I was supposed to go with Potter on Friday to connecticut university,but that failed.He is sick,hes got the flu or something,oh well.Saturday i had duty,so i couldnt go anywhere and i had watch from 4:30am til 7:30am but it ended up starting at 3:30 because of daylight savings time.Stupid people,Indiana is the only state that doesnt do daylight savings,im not used to it.I wanna go back home.Sunday i slept till about 2pm and then me,JR,and Jeff went to Panda Buffet amd go something to eat.
Then me and JR decided to go to Catwalk(a strip club in new haven).
we went and it was pretty much dead.The girls that are usually there
are hot,but there was only one goodlooking one.Thats ok i didnt want to spend to much money anyways.I was hoping Sage would be there,She wants me.I went there last Wednesday and thats when i met her.
She's the only black chick that has ever wanted to get with me.She gave me her phone number,and gave me like 3 free lapdances it was awesome.She said i smelled good,which i did...heheh i did.i left her a message,but she hasnt called back.She probably wont they never do.
but we didnt stay long sunday cause we have inspections in the morning.
I think im going to start writing on here more often,so my friends can know whats going on when im out to sea.

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He stands barefoot in the snow, starved from lack of food, wounded from months of battle and emotionally scarred from the eternity away from his family surrounded by nothing but death and carnage of war.

He stands tough, with fire in his eyes and victory on his breath. He looks at us now in anger and disgust and tells us this...



I gave you a birthright of freedom born in the Constitution and now your children graduate too illiterate to read it. I fought in the snow barefoot to give you the freedom to vote and you stay at home because it rains.

I left my family destitute to give you the freedom of speech and you remain silent on critical issues, because it might be bad for business.

I orphaned my children to give you a government to serve you and it has stolen democracy from the people.

It's the soldier not the reporter who gives you the freedom of the press.

It's the soldier not the poet who gives you the freedom of speech.

It's the soldier not the campus organizer who allows you to demonstrate.

It's the soldier who salutes the flag, serves the flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag that allows the protester to burn the flag!!!

"Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen."

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Racing against the tiles
with your head above the clouds
fighting without a sound
just thinking like a child

looking to the clouds
to spit my pain once more
maybe they'll never understand
maybe its me

so lonely so afraid of bieng broken
so scared of feeling wanted, but wanting more

look me in my eye's
and tell me you dont care
tell it to my face
and i'll believe that you dont care

the rain is coming back again
to show me your a true friend
its bringing back an old tune
one that only me and you remember

and just between you and me
i hope this song never fades

i wanna sing the rains song
open up so i can sing
over over over and over again

if one of us decide to walk away

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so delusional
so delightful

to know you
to feel you

so delectable
so heavenly

to touch you
to see you

but i dont know
i dont know
why..i....feel ...this..way

you bitch ,you lied
i tried but i cant break free
you fucked ,my world
why cant you just let me be

never angry
never lying

to be with you
to know you

never cloudy
never shady

to hold you
to love you

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