Well, things between my guy (well..ex..) have improved. He is now talking to me, but somehow, he doesn't seem the same as before, when I first met him. He has kinda turned me off. Maybe it's his intent..He knew that I still love him..I don't know. Why are men so weird? As my aunt said, "You can't change them, you just have to accept them for who they are, take the good and the bad about them, and hope that they have more good characteristics than bad.". True, I guess!

Not much else is new, my life is kind of boring, huh? I went shopping, but that's not too "wow". haha. But I did get a couple of cute outfits! For the past two days or so, my brother and dad have been trying to make a pinata. This should be a hoot..It's supposed to be a dog. They just put the first layer of Paper Mache (or however the hell it's spelled..) on it, and are going to put another on on it. It really doesn't look so bad. I didn't do much but sit around yelling "AHHHH!!" every time a balloon popped. I did do some of the messy part (paper mache).

I am so bored these days! Nothing but work and computer..I love the computer, don't get me wrong, but I wish I had more friends to hang out with. The only friend I really got is my ex, and he lives an hour away from me, so hanging out is hard to do. I wish my aunt lived here instead of in California. I know my dad would laugh at me for wanting to, but I would hang out with her a lot. She is so cool to me, we are too much alike, from relationship issues to our laugh. It's all good..

Lately, I've been wanting to move! I know I won't, but it's okay if I dream, right? I want to go to Santa Fe New Mexico. I love the architecture there, as well as the culture. It's actually where some of my ancestors originated from, so, it doesn't surprise me that I feel at home there. The only thing I don't like about it, is that it gets hot there. I guess like men, we gotta take it for what it is, and hope there are more good characters to it than the bad, huh?

Guess I should head off here, I have to work tomorrow..Late shift, but I gotta love the sleep anyways...

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