I finally got myself un-confused, I guess with a little help but still.
I was just listenin to Dr.Rowes analyzing ''Macbeth'' & how towards the end Lady Macbeth completely looses her mind.
She made a connection between how both- Macbeth & Lady Macbeth are cold hearted & cannot feel any sympathy for anything & anyone to an example in real like when you're out on a date with someone & you really had fun with that person & then he/she disappears & never calls again...
So the other person starts to wonder if everything was so perfect- what went wrong? While the other person doesn't make any conntact with you simply because he had bad experinces with dating before you even came in the picture...so they shut down for everyone, & those kinda people are very hard to get them to open up to you, most of the time you can't.



& that day I realized that that was the case in my PAST.
One thing I know is that what you don't know can't hurt you.
& how do you tell someone the complete truth if you KNOW they'll take it the wrong way.

There's only one person I love in this world, & I think he knows who he is.
But despite that I don't think love should get in the way of friends, & other stuff. I mean we all have our own ''circles'' of people who we talk to & even if I do with all honesty tell the complete truth that person will get mad without even thinking about me, will go ahead & start doing stupid things that will ruin everything for the both of us, & who will be happy then? NO ONE.