''THOUGHTS.''


You're a vivid illusion inside of my heart
Something I tried to change, but we were too far apart
You know, after you, I'd die to feel again
Just one more time, just a little bit...
You'll never see me cry
Only in the April rain, when I whisper goodbye
I want...
Life- beginning with a capital letter
I have to walk away, doesn't matter what it takes me,
It's for the better
Barefoot over broken glass
I'd rather drown in my own tears but I have to get out
Until midnight I'd act, see you through someone else's eyes
It isn't me, I don't believe those twisted lies
I love...
Your heart stays cold despite my never ending tries
I cry...
Because there's nothing else real except those fiery eyes
I'd rather everything mean nothing, than something,
I'd rather loose all hope, not hear the savage laughter of my mind
My heart is shattered-
From everything so hard to leave behind
But from second to hour it's harder to let go
I thought I had everything figured out, I thought I had the key
But I never was & never will be what you needed me to be
Somehow I still have that desire, to find a way for you...
It's like every time I wake up you- my tears, remind me of the morning dew.