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There are several different sides to your character. Your strongest attribute, your significant potential for spiritual awareness, is probably of little importance during your youth and adolescence. It usually becomes more prominent during your early twenties but is probably not fully developed until you're at least in your thirties. Many people with this special potential, curiously enough, are hardly aware of the great gift they possess. If you choose to use and develop this ability, though, you may be able to act as a channel for special spiritual understanding. As this potential develops, others may recognize and appreciate your knowledge and wisdom, and you may be asked to share your understandings.

During your early years -- and during your adult years if you choose not to develop your spiritual side -- the other facets of your character, described below, are probably of more significance than the spiritual aspect of your personality. During those early years, you may experience a good deal of nervous tension. There's likely to be a reserved and introspective side to you, and some of your youth and adolescence may be spent in improving your communication and learning to feel comfortable with other people. During your early years, you'll struggle to balance your various interests and desires. You'll sometimes take care of one, sometimes another, but rarely to your complete satisfaction. As you get older, you'll begin to understand how to make the best use of your diverse capabilities.

YOUR ORDERLY, HARDWORKING NATURE -- AND YOUR NARROW, LIMITING APPROACH

Your 4 Life Path And 4 Soul Urge

You were born with the potential to work long, hard and patiently. If there's a job requiring a good deal of time, much difficult work and careful attention to detail, you can probably do it well. One of your major lessons in life is to learn the advantage of using system and order in accomplishing your work. You probably enjoy a job where you can organize and develop new routines and methodical procedures, and your personal life probably reflects a similar concern with order.

YOUR STRONG SPIRITUAL AWARENESS AND ANALYTICAL APPROACH -- AND YOUR DIFFERENT WAVELENGTH

Your 22 Life Path, 7 Expression And 11 Birthday

Your strong potential for spiritual awareness is present along with your other traits. This energy is very special and isn't available to most people. Many, though, who have this potential aren't ever fully aware of it or, in many cases, become familiar with it only when they're in their thirties or older. If you choose to develop your spiritual side, this energy may play a vital role in your life.

When you use your spiritual awareness, you probably intuitively perceive a great deal about the non-material world -- and religious, psychic or metaphysical forces. You have the potential to apply these unique philosophical perceptions to the accomplishment of practical, down-to-earth undertakings. You may be able to develop or manage sizable ventures, particularly ventures with significant humanitarian ends. Learning to use your non-material understandings for the benefit of the material world may prove to be one of the more important lessons in your life.

You have a fine analytical mind and are capable of much in the way of learning. Others will recognize your potential to understand fundamental truths as well as your capacity to search for ultimate meanings. They may turn to you for your knowledge and, perhaps, the benefits of your wisdom, too. You may choose a line of work involving complex technical, scientific or philosophical studies. You probably also spend time working to achieve the peace of mind that is important to you.
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, 21 2007 . 22:35 +
Chapter 1: Nodes of the Moon (Your Karmic Doorways)

North Node of the Moon in Aries

In a prior life, Mariya, you deferred to the wishes of others and did not learn to think for yourself. This time, you are forced to take action and to make split-second decisions, causing you to feel very uncomfortable. This time you are still concerned with making things more beautiful and harmonious, finding any aggressive action distasteful.
In the past, you relied on outward physical beauty to carry you and in this life you are still susceptible to flattery and can spend a great deal of time and money on cosmetics, grooming and clothing.
You hate being alone, Mariya, and yet wish that people would leave you alone. You are so sensitive to your surroundings that anything which can be construed as coarse sends you off to seek the solace of music or art. The symmetry you find calms your bruised sensibilities.
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Prepared for Mariya

born April 11, 1987


DAY-SIGN: 4-Ocelot
(Maya: 4-Ix)

YEAR: South-2 (Tikal System)

13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Monkey
(Maya: 1-Chuen)

NIGHT LORD: 1

VENUS PHASE: Morning Star
Your Most Personal Traits -- The Day-Sign of Your Birth
Here are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of is your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun.
Ocelot: Privacy is something that you need, yet your tendency to become involved in entangled relationships often makes this difficult. By nature, you are a secretive person who has found that controlling information helps you maintain some control over your life. You have an inborn sense of strategy and make a good planner and investigator.

You are also quite aggressive and competitive. You will fight to make a point, though you usually do so in a somewhat indirect way. In conversation you can be cutting and sarcastic, but you do use subtlety and rarely come right out with what you think.

You tend to have rather complex relationships with spouses, relatives and friends. Your pattern is to become deeply involved on many levels and to base some of your security needs on these relationships. When things turn sour, you find yourself caught up in a network of ties, dependencies, and obligations that are difficult to throw off easily and quickly. At worst, you may become socially mal-adjusted and dependent. At best, you are a person who can heal sick human relationships as well as explore them to their fullest.

You probably have some psychic abilities. You are very sensitive in general and can read people intuitively. Negatively, this sensitivity could become a problem, particularly when alcohol or drugs are involved. Some Ocelot personalities develop their psychic senses or master divination techniques. On another level, medical and healing arts may appeal to you and, as a practitioner or counselor, you find your way to a diagnosis using your powerful instincts. In fact, you may be a natural healer.

You are probably regarded as an intelligent person and are possibly very well-educated. You display a facility for communication and may actually be a powerful and persuasive speaker or writer. Negatively, you can dominate conversations or attempt to impose your views on others. You have a powerful imagination and are capable of visualizing all sorts of things, from the sublime to the paranoid. Possibly the best type of education for you is one in which psychology and social sciences are emphasized.



Your Deeper Self -- The 13-Day Week of Your Birth
Each of us reacts to the world around us in different ways. Our reactions are mostly unconscious; they represent what our deeper self needs. Our reactions both attract and repel us from things, people, and situations. What we like, what we like to do, and who we really are is shown by the 13-day week called the Trecena that we were born under. Each of these periods begins with the number 1 and the name of the day-sign that starts it. A number is attached to your position within the 13-day period that may be an important number for you.
This is the fourth day of the 13-day period beginning with 1-Monkey. Beneath your surface personality you have a strong need to be in the limelight, or at least to gain the respect of the public. There is something of the politician in you and you may be well suited to activities like teaching, performance, and presentations of all kinds. You love to play and probably have several hobbies that keep you busy when you are not working. You may be an attention seeker, but, ultimately, you reveal very little about yourself. Although you are flirtatious and have a strong sex-drive, you tend to be possessive and jealous in love.
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, 19 2007 . 22:49 +
I want to be alone today. Or rather I don't want one specific person to see or hear from me today. Maybe even longer, much longer. The thing is that feeling sad is a failure in his eyes and I feel very sad. I have no hope for that person, I have nothing to give them. I want to be left alone, I sometimes feel that people are sucking last bits of my ability to be happy for their own selfish sake and I let them.
I also feel dismayed that my sadness is frowned upon. I am tired of it. I want to be myself, whoever I am that day. I won't accept people getting mad and yelling at me simply because I'm thinking about something or I am sad for a specific reason.
I never have time to lose hope with them but I am human. I feel what I feel, I won't be denied and shunned anymore. I always try to be a better person, always try to be optimistic and happy. But I'm being forced to do all that, I'm being yelled at and offended if I'm not "cool with everything". To hell with that. I always listen to other people's problems, discuss everything that needs to be discussed. While other people just get impatient, never try, they make same mistakes as me a lot more but are blind to that or they make it my fault. They never move forward and they are holding me back. It's suffocating.
I feel like I've wasted so much energy and effort but I was doing it all wrong, I was running frantically in the wrong direction. Now I have stopped and I will walk alone. If someone choses to walk with me by my side and be as supportive and strong as I am as many times a day as I am then they will be able to keep up. I will not stay behind and grow weak yet again. I've done it too many times only to be hurt incredibly by the peson I was helping to get up. I will not grow impatient and hopeless anymore because I have enourmous abilities they are blind to. They take it all for granted. I am taking it with me, if they stay behind they will see what they've lost.
I'm tired of being told I'm a bad person, that I'm not normal by an arrogant, overly emotional, yelling being that can't decide what to fight for and who to be. It is done. I am not bowing or kneeling anymore even if that means I will be all alone. I crossed my line where I would lose my dignity, sanity, strength and self-love too many times in hopes that a person would start walking with me and will learn what it means to love, support, fight or even being able to resolve conflict in an adult way without escalating or getting hurtful. In the end I was a fool.
Many conclusions can be drawn from this experience and I will extract them as they come over time. I might be wrong but it sure feels right. I know I'm on the right track for myself now. For now I simply have my self-respect and self-love back and I will not surrender it anymore, not even for love.
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