В колонках играет - Lacrimosa - Sacrifice
Настроение сейчас - Fucked up, as usual... >_<

If she never wishes to see me again then why give me a hope of she does? I don't get it a slightest bit! I don't know if there is some motherfucking etiquette about this kind of situation. If she does use it neither. All I know is I know nothing about her relations.
That son of a bitch Sandro acted like he just wanted to take a photo, did he? Well, he walked up close and said "You've lost her already buddy. Not me though". Then he watched my face turn serious and said "Hey, what made your look so complicated? Relax!" Shit, that very moment I wished he was dead! AND all of his fucking pals!
I was talking to her later that day, asked if she was going anywhere. She said nope unless they call us. Well, this morning I send her a message like "What about the call?". Ten or twenty minutes (I'd say years) later she replied with "No, I ain't going nowhere with you. Gotta go" And I'd appreciate that and it would be okay, but there was a Siemens fix graphic later in the message. The one was called "I am glad"...
Is she glad she isn't going with me? Damn, the fucking McDonald's is visited by her rather than me! The Gorky park is a lot more fun than oh-you-know-all-these-kisses-n-cuddling for her! Why the fuck is that? Why the FUCK is that, I asked ya!?

Does this motherfucking WORLD want me to start dating GUYS!? Fuck NO it ain't happenin'!