A la primera persona que me ayude a comprender
pienso entregarle mi tiempo, pienso entregarle mi fe,
yo no pido que las cosas me salgan siempre bien,
pero es que ya estoy harto de perderte sin querer (querer).

A la primera persona que me ayude a salir
de este infierno en el que yo mismo decidi vivir
le regalo cualquier tarde pa' los dos,
lo que digo es que ahora mismo ya no tengo ni siquiera donde estar.

El oro pa' quien lo quiera pero si hablamos de ayer:
es tanto lo que he bebido y sigo teniendo sed,
al menos tu lo sabias, al menos no te decia
que las cosas no eran como parecian.

Pero es que a la primera persona que me ayude a sentir otra vez
pienso entregarle mi vida, pienso entregarle mi fe,
aunque si no eres la persona que sonaba para que
(?que voy a hacer? nada).

?Que voy a hacer de los suenos?
?que voy a hacer con aquellos besos?
?que puedo hacer con todo aquello que sonamos?
dime donde lo metemos.

?Donde guardo la mirada que me diste alguna vez?
?donde guardo las promesas, donde guardo el ayer?
?donde guardo, nina, tu manera de tocarme?
?donde guardo mi fe?

Aunque lo diga la gente yo no lo quiero escuchar,
no hay mas miedo que el que se siente cuando ya no sientes nada,
nina, tu lo ves tan facil, ?ay amor!
pero es que cuanto mas sencillo tu lo ves, mas dificil se me hace.

A la primera persona que me ayude a caminar
pienso entregarle mi tiempo, pienso entregarle hasta el mar,
yo no digo que sea facil, pero, nina,
ahora mismo ya no tengo ni siquiera donde estar.

A la primera persona que no me quiera juzgar
pienso entregarle caricias que yo tenia guardadas,
yo no pido que las cosas me salgan siempre bien
pero es que ya estoy harto de perderte.


Y a la primera persona que me lleve a la verdad
pienso entregarle mi tiempo, no quiero esperar mas,
yo no te entiendo cuando me hablas ?que mala suerte!
y tu dices que la vida tiene cosas asi de fuertes.

Yo te puedo contar como es una llama por dentro,
yo puedo decirte cuanto es que pesa su fuego,
y es que amar en soledad es como un pozo sin fondo
donde no existe ni Dios, donde no existen verdades.

Es todo tan relativo, como que estamos aqui,
no sabemos, pero, amor, dame sangre pa' vivir,
al menos tu lo sabias, al menos no te decia
que las cosas no eran como parecian.

Y es que a la primera persona que no me quiera juzgar
pienso entregarle caricias que yo tenia guardadas,
nina, tu lo ves tan facil, ?ay amor!
pero es que cuanto mas sencillo tu lo ves, mas dificil se me hace.

A la primera persona que no me quiera juzgar
pienso entregarle caricias que yo tenia guardadas,
yo no digo que sea facil, pero, nina,
ahora mismo ya no tengo ni siquiera donde estar.
ni siquiera donde estar.
 
 

Acercate que a lo mejor
No te das cuenta que mi amor
No es para siempre
Porque hay noches que se apagan cuando duermes
Diselo a tu corazon
No habra mas fuente de dolor
No digas que no pienso en ti
No hago otra cosa que pensar
Acercate un poco mas
No tengas miedo a la verdad

Que hay cuando llegue la manana y salga el sol
Tu volveras a mi lado y gano yo
Y ahora vete, vete, vete, vete
Vete y pasatelo bien, por nosotros dos

No, corazon

Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte
Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Te lo agradezco corazon

Pero no, tu sabes bien que
Acercate un poco mas
No ves que el tiempo se nos va
Da rienda suelta a lo que sientes
Si no lo haces mala suerte
Porque al final, si no lo ves
Puede que no me escuches, pero lo dire
Que hay, cuando salga el sol y llegue la manana
Yo volvere a tu lado, a tu lado con mas ganas

Y ahora, vete, vete, vete, vete

Vete y pasatelo bien, por los dos

Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte
Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte

Tengo conciencia del dano que te hice
Pero al mismo tiempo no me siento responsable
De lo que pudiste pensar que fue coraje
No fue nada mas que el miedo, miedo

Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte
Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte

No hago otra cosa que olvidarte corazon
Por la manana temprano y luego en las tarde, en la noche

Cuando estoy en el vacilon,
No puedo na mas que olvidarte, corazon
Te lo agradezco
Te lo agradezco pero no
Te lo agradezco mira nina pero no
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
No hago otra cosa que olvidarte

Te lo agradezco pero no
Ya te he dejado aparte
Ahora ya no necesito mas de ti
Yo ya logre dejarte aparte
Ya estoy asi estoy bien corazon no me vale
Que me vengas asi llorando, una vez mas

Te lo agradezco
Tus ojos lindos, tu cuerpo bello,
Lo siento nina pero no
Al lado mio siempre corazon,
Cuando salga el sol, yo no estare ahi,
Ahora vete, vete, vete al vacilon.

A veces las cosas se tuercen te digo por cierto
Y te encuentras frente a ese desierto abierto
Con el hielo mudo y el coraje lento
Tan viejo como el mismo mundo
El carino y el despecho,
El camino se hae andando, si
Pero un desierto es un desierto.

Ya se por que le gano a nuestro labio el silencio,
Y es que el reloj no tiene el tiempo
No tiene el miedo
El caso es que no conseguimos aislarnos del resto de
Este mundo
Donde los humanos, cambian los suenos por aire
Dame alguna excusa que nos salve
O que nos traguen siete mares
Pero no me quites el coraje.

Ensename tus manos
Abre las palmas que las veas
Y ahora, dime si aun te queda un poco de esperanza
En ellas
Ensename tus manos, esas, con las que nos acariciamos
Y hoy nos hacemos, tanto dano, tanto dano amor.

Tal vez por que para ti solo soy un cero a la izquierda
Y no hay manera de que multiplique mi carino por tus
Ganas,
Y nos den mas que cero

Ya se por que le gano a nuestro labio el silencio,
Y es que el reloj no tiene el tiempo,
No tiene el miedo,
No tiene el fuego...
No te preocupes, que hoy es domingo y Dios descansa
Disfrutemos del momento y de este sitio que nos regala.

Dame alguna excusa que nos salve
O qye nos traguen siete mares
Pero no mequites el coraje

Ensename tus manos
Abre las palmas que las veas
Y ahora, dime si aun te queda un poco de esperanza
En ellas
Ensename tus manos, esas, con las que nos acariciamos
Y hoy nos hacemos, tanto dano.

Ensename tus manos...
Que las mias se han cansado de intentar coger el
Mundo
Con los punos apretados...
Ensename tus manos, esas, con las que nos acariciamos
Y hoy nos hacemos, tanto dano

I can feel your force right across the floor.
Every look I take makes me want you more.
Now we’re all alone and the time is right.
So don’t even try telling me goodbye.

So why do you need to go when we’ve just begun?
We got time.
Come inside, come inside!

Stay the night.
Won’t you stay the night?
I can be your lover.
Hold on tight.

Stay the night.
If you stay the night
I can be your guide to paradise.

Everybody’s looking for the pot of gold.
Trouble is to find it and we still don’t know.
I was never one to let the chances slip
with a boy like you at my fingertips.

So why do you wanna go when we’re just getting hot?
We got time.
Come inside! Come inside!

Stay the night.
Won’t you stay the night?
I can be your lover.
Hold on tight.

Stay the night.
If you stay the night
I can be your guide to paradise.

Stay the night.
Won’t you stay the night?
I can be your lover.
Hold on tight.

Stay the night.
If you stay the night
I can be your guide to paradise.

But baby it’s cold outside
so just make up your mind.
Baby, this is a once in a lifetime.

(I can be your lover, lover, lover, lover, lover…
stay the night, the night, the night…)

Stay the night.
Won’t you stay the night?
I can be your lover.
Hold on tight.

Stay the night.
If you stay the night
I can be your guide to paradise.

Stay the night.
Won’t you stay the night?
I can be your lover.
Hold on tight.

Stay the night.
If you stay the night
I can be your guide to paradise.

Baby, what a shame not a care in sight.

In a church, by the face,
He talks about the people going under.

Only child know...

A man decides after seventy years,
That what he goes there for, is to unlock the door.
While those around him criticize and sleep...
And through a fractal on a breaking wall,
I see you my friend, and touch your face again.
Miracles will happen as we trip.

But we're never gonna survive, unless...
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive, unless...
We are a little...

Cray...cray...cray...

...Crazy yellow people walking through my head.
One of them's got a gun, to shoot the other one.
And yet together they were friends at school
Ohh, get it, get it, get it, get it no no!

If all were there when we first took the pill,
Then maybe, then maybe, then maybe, then maybe...
Miracles will happen as we speak.

But we're never gonna survive unless...
We get a little crazy.
No we're never gonna survive unless...
We are a little...
Crazy...
No no, never survive, unless we get a little... bit...

Oh, a little bit...
Oh, a little bit...

Oh...
Oh...

Amanda decides to go along after seventeen years...

Oh darlin...
In a sky full of people, only some want to fly,
Isn't that crazy?
In a world full of people, only some want to fly,
Isn't that crazy?
Crazy...
In a heaven of people there's only some want to fly,
Ain't that crazy?
Oh babe... Oh darlin...
In a world full of people there's only some want to fly,
Isn't that crazy?
Isn't that crazy... Isn't that crazy... Isn't that crazy...

Ohh...
But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy.. crazy..
No we're never gonna to survive unless we are a little... crazy..
But we're never gonna survive unless, we get a little crazy.. crazy..
No we're never gonna to survive unless, we are a little.. crazy..
No no, never survive unless, we get a little bit...

And then you see things
The size
Of which you've never known before

They'll break it

Someday...

Only child know....

Them things
The size
Of which you've never known before

Someday...
Someway...

Bring on the Tequila oh
On fire on Tequila oh

My friends and I meet hours before
We make some home made pizza
We do some funny bits back and forth
My knees buckle I laugh so hard

We might end three sheets to wind
And who knows where we'll wind up
All I know is there’s a car waiting
And we’ll figure that out after

I have to keep my eye on my old friend from high school
We’ve known each other for the longest time
She has trouble with her dance so to speak
She can hoist a really good kick in the butt when she's excited
She doesn’t do it so much anymore
'Cuz we’re all on to her

Bring on the Tequila oh
On fire on Tequila oh
Mostest most on Tequila oh
Bestest friends on Tequila oh

Then there’s my other pretty friend from high school
The predator in me is put to shame by the predator in her
and now i've reeled it in
It’ll be interesting to see how much she’s done as well

Then there’s my friend from Chigago
God do I love all people from Chicago
All ready to light up the barbeque
And be harping on debauchery

Bring on the Tequila oh
On fire on Tequila oh
Mostest most on Tequila oh
Bestest friends on Tequila oh

Then there’s my Canadian friend
What a fabulous mom she’s become
She’s been tortured in this sense
for the last many of months for obvious reasons

She was like "hey where was this part of you when I wasn’t pregnant"
I laughed and did a shot in her honor
As I conversed with her belly

Bring on the Tequila oh
On fire on Tequila oh
Mostest most on Tequila oh
Bestest friends on Tequila oh

Then there’s my Cupid friend
She sure knows how to dress that one
She’s a wise and worldly girl
But you gotta watch that medication

My favorite beverage is taken to a whole other level on it
I’m not worried about it or I’ll coast around the room
While I trust she’ll temper

My brother came to visit me
And now he’s used to hanging with me and cracking up
But he had no idea about my built up tolerance
No idea about how manipulative I’ve become
I would seruptitiously put it in front of him without him asking
In a pretty little shot glass
His smirk and cackle would only agg me on

Bring on the Tequila oh
On fire on Tequila oh
Mostest most on Tequila oh
Bestest friends on Tequila oh

My house, my role
My friends, my man
My devotion to god
All the more feels indefinite

Nothing's been clear
Nothing's been in
Nothing's felt true
And I've never had both feet in
Nothing's belonged
Nothing's been yes
Nowhere's been home
And I'm ready to be limbo no more

My taste, my peers
My identity, my affiliation
All the more feels indefinite

Nothing's been clear
Nothing's been in
Nothing's felt true
And i've never had both feet in
Nothing's belonged
Nothing's been yes
Nowhere's been home
And I'm ready to be limbo no more

I sit with filled frames
And my books and my dogs at my feet
My friends by my side
My past in a heap
Thrown out most of my things
Only kept what I need to carve
Something consistent and notably me

Tattoo on my skin
My teacher's in heart
My house is a home
Something at last i can feel a part of
Sense of myself
My purpose is clear
My roots in the ground
Something at last I can feel a part of
Something aligned
To finally commit
Somewhere I belong
Cuz I'm ready to be limbo no more
My wisdom applied
A firm foundation
A vow to myself
'Cuz I'm ready to be limbo no more

I've been most unwilling to see this turmoil of mine
The thought of sitting with this has me paralyzed

With this prolong exposure to mirror and averted eyes
I've feigned that I've been waiting: such mileage for empathizing

[Chorus]
And now I see the maddness in me is brought out in the presence of you
And now I know the madness lives on, when you're not in the room
And though I'd love to blame you for all, I'd miss these moments of opportune
You've simply brought this madness to light and I should thank you
Oh thank you, much thanks for this bird's eye view
Oh thank you for your most generous triggers

It's been all too easy to cross my arms and roll my eyes
The thought of dropping all arms leaves me terrified

[Chorus]

I'd have to give up knowing and give up beaing right
You inadvertent hero, you angel in disguise

[Chorus]

Get up, don't get up
I beg you to sit tight
Sweet girl, I'll be a ghost, girl
Forget it, I am fine

If anything, a witnessing
Is all I needed that night

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
He'll keep playing the guy who leaves

Brother, oh, brother
Solo you did bust out
All I knew was you didn't invite me
So begin seeds of self-doubt

There is nothing as harrowing
As how I translate facts

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
He'll keep playing the guy who leaves

Baby, oh, partner
How well you've played this part
Similar, oh, how familiar
Reluctant truth you impart

And how you served necessity
Repeat 'til she sees light

Until I get what I'm to get
He'll keep being compelled to flee
Until I out his false story
I'll keep blaming the guy who leaves

Me, and my helmet such an un-conventional kid
All intense and kinetic, at best tolerated from afar
Not yet arrested, and by that I mean betrothed
though a start I am newly courted
I've just not been trusted with alters

I'm a sweet piece of work, well intentioned yet disturbed
wrongly label-ed and under-fed, treated like a rose as an orchid

My friends, as they weigh in, get understandably protective
They have a hard time being objective
So inside we cancel each other out

I'm a sweet piece of work, well intentioned and unloved
unlabeled and misunderstood, treated like a rose as an orchid

You've brought water to me, making sure my bloom rebounds
you know best of what my special care allows

So I've lived in my blind spot
thought myself usual when I'm not
and your garden is a nice spot
as long as it is brave and where you are

For this sweet piece of work, high maintenance and deserted
I've been different and deserving, treated like a rose as an orchid
Sweet piece of work, overwhelmed un-observed
I've been bowed down to but so misread
treated like a rose as an orchid

I would never have been in such a rush
I would never have tried to control
I would never have worn such 'fear lenses'
I would never have held on so tightly

I would have kept my boundaries set
My loving no’s, my unwavering yes’s
Risked abandonment and stood by that
And thereby felt constant connect

This fountain of regret, this looking back with twenty-twenty
Torturous hindsight if i knew then what i know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if i knew then what i know now

I would’ve gone slower
Pushed infrequent
Would not have rushed into such commitment
I would’ve shown restraint as my feet got wet
I would’ve baby-stepped into intimate

This fountain of regret, this looking back with twenty-twenty
This torturous hindsight if i knew then what i know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if i knew then what i know now

I would’ve known much more
Known that time was all we had for future depth to unfold
I would’ve had more faith at every step
I would’ve kept intact through the whole process

Oh this fountain of regret is looking back with twenty-twenty
Torturous hindsight if i knew then what i know now
This mountain of remorse won’t repeat with my understanding
This wouldn’t have happened if i knew then what i know

It's been 10 years of investment
It's been one foot in and one out
It's been 4 days of ??
and I feel snuffed out

It's been 33 years of restraining
Of trying to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has worn out

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

I've repeated this dance ad-nauseum
There's still something to learn that I've not
I'm told to see this as divine perfection
But my bones don't feel this perfection

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

I've spent life hovering above bottom
Thinking I can't survive what's below
But I've known through the kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go

I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case
That it's a bitch to grow up

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be friend to my friends who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened and I'll be married with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know God
And I'll be constantly one with her night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure
Like the women I see on their thirtieth anniversaries

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
And never done

One day I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith-filled
I'll be trusting and spacious authentic and grounded and home

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

"I am someone easy to leave"
"Even easier to forget"
a voice, if inaccurate
Again: "I'm the one they all run from"
diatribes of clouded sun
someone help me find the pause button

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

"I'm too exhausting to be loved"
"a volatile chemical"
"best to quarantine and cut off"

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

"I'm but thorn in your sweet side"
"You are better off without me"
"It'd be best to leave at once"

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

I am driving in my car up highway one
I left LA without telling anyone
There were people who needed something from me
But I am sure they’ll get along fine on their own

Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but road could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason

I am dancing with my friends in elation
We’ve taken adventures to new levels of fun
I can feel the bones are smiling in my body
I can see the meltings of inhibition

Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but road could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason

I’m reeling jubilation
Triumphant in delight
I am at home in this high five
And I’m smiling for no reason

I am sitting at the set of cali sun
We’ve gotten quiet for its’ last precious seconds
I can feel the salt of the sea on my skin
And we still hear the echoes of abandon

Oh this state of ecstasy
Nothing but road could ever give to me
This liberty wind in my face
And I’m giggling again for no reason

I miss your smell and your style
And your pure abiding way
Miss your approach to life
And your body in my bed
Miss your take on anything
And the music you would play
Miss cracking up and wrestling
Our debriefs at end of day

These are the things that I miss
These are not times for the weak of heart
These are the days of raw despondence
And I never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this

I miss your neck and your gait
And your sharing what you write
Miss you walking through the front door
Documentaries in your hand
Miss traveling our traveling
And your fun and charming friends
Miss our baser getaways
And you watch you love my dogs

These are the things that I miss
These are not times for the weak of heart
These are the days of raw despondence
And I never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this

One step one prayer
I soldier on
Stimulating moving on

I miss your warmth and the thought
Of us bringing up our kids
And the part of you that was with your stick-tied handkerchief

These are the things that I miss
These are not times for the weak of heart
These are the days of raw despondence
And I never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this

I've never been this accountable-less and within
I've never known focuslessness on any form
I've never had this lack of ache for dalliance
To let go and let god in ways I have never even imagined

I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment

I've never let my grasp soften fingers like this
I've never been careless otherless like autonomy's twin

I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment

Ah to breathe
Stop looking outside
stop searching in corners of rooms
Not my business or timing
Ahhh

I've never known freedom from intertwining
I start again this time for keeps in my skin I'm residing

I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment

I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment

You are the bravest man I’ve ever met
You unreluctant at treacherous ledge

You are the sexiest man I’ve ever been with
You, never hotter than with armor spent

When you do what you do to provide
How you land in the soft as you fortify

This is in praise of the vulnerable man
Why won’t you lead the rest of your cavalry home

You, with your eyes mix strength with abandon
You with your new kind of heroism

And I bow and I bow down to you
To the grace that it takes to melt on through

This is in praise of the vulnerable man
Why won’t you lead the rest of your cavalry home
This is a thank you for letting me in
Indeed in praise of the vulnerable man

You are the greatest man I’ve ever met
You the stealth setter of new precedents

And I vow and I vow to be true
And I vow and I vow to not take advantage

This is in praise of the vulnerable man
Why won’t you lead the rest of your cavalry home
This is a thank you for letting me in
Indeed in praise of the vulnerable man

Reborn and shivering
Spat out on new terrain

Unsure unconvincing
This faint and shaky hour

Day one day one start over again
Step one step one
I'm barely making sense for now
I'm faking it I'm pseudo making it
From scratch begin again but this time I as i
And not as we

Gun shy and quivering
Timid without a hand

Feign brave with steel intent
little and hardly here

Day one day one start over again
Step one step one
with not much making sense just yet
I'm faking it til I'm pseudo making it
From scratch begin again but this time I as i
And not as we

Eyes wet toward
Wide open frayed
If God's taking bets
I pray He wants to lose

Day one day one start over again
Step one step one
I'm barely making sense just yet
I'm faking it til I'm pseudo making it
From scratch begin again but this time I as I
And not as we

Coercing or leaving
Shutting down and punishing
Running from rooms, defending
Withholding, justifying

These versions of violence
Sometimes subtle sometimes clear
And the ones that go unnoticed
Still leave their mark once disappeared

Diagnosing, analyzing
Unsolicited advice
Explaining and controlling,
Judging opining and meddling

These versions of violence
Sometimes subtle sometimes clear
And the ones that go unnoticed
Still leave their mark once disappeared

This labeling
This pointing
this sensitive's unraveling
This sting I've been ignoring
I feel it way down way down

These versions of violence
Sometimes subtle sometimes clear
And the ones that go unnoticed
Still leave their mark once disappeared