, 09 2008 . 23:48
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It is, really, but I've been feeling a little perplexed lately. I am quite alone for the most of the time, but do not feel lonely. That is positively not like me. Not like the usual me. The usual me, when forced to stay home alone for more that a day, starts wandering around the place like a ghost, deep in some weird kind of depression, snapping at those who finally arrive and make the loneliness less lonelier. And, yes, making everybody's mood as bad as possible.
But now...the past three days were full of solitude, but I'm feeling absolutely fine! More than that, I'm feeling great! Why would that be? Because of the atmosphere? Or because I have Chemistry to study? A LOT of Chemistry to study. LOADS of Chemistry to study. Ouch. It hurts to remember, how much Chemistry I've got to study.
Yes, I suppose, that is it. I'm so busy working that loneliness has no teeth sharp enough to get through to me. Can't say that's bad, though. I don't ENJOY being in a depression, you know. But, OH, how much stuff I have left to learn...and miles to go before I sleep...and miles to go before I sleep...
, 06 2008 . 09:55
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, 02 2008 . 21:11
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- Nnnnothing! - Fine, thanx.I'm feeling sort of weird. It's not that I hadn't done anything to get a "5" in that exam, but what we did was just WAY too easy. I suppose, USE () does have a point: you BOTHER about it, unlike any other school tests. Right...may be, that's what it's about, on the whole. Well, anyhow, now the two things which bother me A LOT are the USE in Maths, which will be tomorrow, and the entrance exam in Chemistry...the good thing about my specialization, by the way, is that I will also be able to work for the space industry. Isn't that cool? I've always dreamed of doing something global, you know, BIG, and how big is the SPACE INDUSTRY? Yeah...my life is definitely starting to bend in the right direction...
, 01 2008 . 17:21
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, 21 2008 . 23:34
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- Nothing. - Sle-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-epy-y-y-y-y-y-y-y...I wanna go...wait. I AM home. Right. OK. I should be going to bed, really...God, I find myself totally incapable of doing any work at all lately! (Meaning, these days, and not late at night). I fall asleep at my table, and then my body hurts all over...and I want to sleep more and more every day...on the day of my exam in Chemistry I won't be able to wake up. Nevertheless, I manage to do things, and do them properly, but within the very limit of time. This is murdrous...
