My spirit wonders for forgiving
Only that holds me there and
Prevents my dissolving in non-existence

Mind and heart in conflict
Have destroyed all that
Ever had value for me

Absorbing undeserving hate
I've made only one one right decision
Forgiving all in my way for their faults
I fell down in the unforgiving abyss

The curtains have closed
I stay alone with my arrogance
I could justify my innocence
I did that many times...

But not in this!

Shadow of mine remains in this world
I only ask for forgiving
Now I don't need love or anything else
Only forgiving
It will set me free...

Waking up I hate reality and
Try to return the dreams of the past
But the doors have been already closed
I don't knock them and can't leave

My soul knocks about the world
I only prey for forgiving
On the remnants of all that
Once called myself- on dyer's eve
I ask only for forgiving

Shadow of mine remains in this world
I only ask for forgiving
I don't need regrets and repentance
Forgive me!
It will set me free.