You told me that I'm closed inside...
I told you that I'm not ok. I opened up.
You just told me that I'm stupid.
Tnx.
You did everything more fucked up than it was before I told you.
I thought you could help me.

That was one of the things that pushed me even more to this situation.
I cant stand so strong emotions...
I want to cut again.
To be free from your words.
I hate the fact that I opened up and you rejected me.

How can you be so blind? Can't you see me? My pain?
The thing's I write.
And I'm sure thet you know about the cut's.

Tnx for being there for me whan I need you the most.