Now i am not banned on #ubuntu-ru channel. So I have entered there and asked according the GPRS modem. I found out how to tune GNOME phone connection. But there was one problem. My operator asks username and password to be empty. So connection hands while veryfieng the password and modem disconnects. So i have to unplug it and plug again to make computer see it. Pal on ubuntu channel offered me to install alternate diling program named wvdial. As i realize this program allows working with ppp directly, that is why it allows to eliminate problem with login.

I have an example of config file so I need just to install the program. maybe this time i will succeed. I was very happy with that solution yesterday, so I've forgotten to download soft before rebooting to linux. So I had to reboot again under Win and download it. And then i realized it is already 3 am and I am extremely tired. So I solved to install the program later and get asleep.

Your experience is not valuable at all. It helps you just a little, but causes big damage in some cases. You this that you are an expert, but time comes and you face something completely new. You think that your experience will help. but it just prevent you from seeing situation completely and from making conclusion. you have to see everything clear. With no influence of any prior fails or successes. open your mind.

I found some manuals for motorola usb modem installation and tuning for Linux. I think I'll do it this night.

I feel like complete idiot. Today I switchched comp on. And what do I see? My fucking linux boots successfully and tunes brightness to appropriate level _by itself_!!! Oh, well. I was such shocked, and few minutes passed before I realized why it is so. Yesterday I switched off non-propriate drivers. It just needed reboot for changes. So, everything is ok no, so do Fn buttons. They work now. Feel completely silly.

I found out that Compiz works ok too. At least windows that stick to screen borders.

But I have another problem now. How to configure Internet connection? It is something strange that I have never seen before there. It never asked for initializing line for modem, but asked for APN. I did not asked for number for dialing. But asked for login and password. I have an idea I need to write conf file, but have no idea where and what exactly this file have to contain. Built-in manuals are no help. ISP tech support hang on by my request and then told me they have no info. Well, I did not expect much of them.

Also I'm not sure OS even see modem. Cause I browsed through system interfaces and found no modems there. Maybe, I have looked in wrong place.

Fight!

I was banned on #ubuntu-ru
Why? What for? I've decided to eliminate counter of fucks. It is unreasonable.

First day on linux. I said "fuck" 2764 times.

At first I have no idea how to tune brightness. It in on lowest level while booting. And Fn laptop buttons does not work. This Runtu is awful. I should have installed kubuntu 7.10 - last time I have tested it everything was ok. Unfortunately, I have no disc now. Surfing for solution.

Second problem is that I can't find where to set up internet connection. I found strange fields to fill in, but none of them bring me to connect button. Feel live medeival man. Lol.

Fear is just mystical scapegoat laden with the one's inactivity.

Fear does not exist. Remember this. There is noone to blame. Live your life as you like it. Dream on.

Deutschland in deiner schwärzesten Stunde.
Du bist verlassen, doch nicht allein.
Mit dir sind treue Kameraden im Bunde.
Der morgige Tag wird unser sein.

Hass und Vergeltung haben wir uns geschworen.
Unserer Herzen sie wurden zu Stein.
Doch tief in dem Stein da brennt noch ein Feuer.
Die Flamme der Freiheit lodert und raucht.

Fern von Norden nahen Schiffe wie Drachen.
Ihre Kiele, sie knirschen am Strand.
Deutschland, oh Deutschland, du wirst erwachen.
Ein neuer Morgen geht auf überm Land.

Deutschland erwache!

Oh, soldier of love, what you've got?
Just another target to shot

Is that beauty you have to retrieve?
Or just how all this world gonna be?

Load your weapons, no way to regret
If you ever have loved, just forget

And no matter you like it or not,
It's your war, so go on and shot!

Just take a look...

I read Diana s diary lately. She published shots of her new embrodery pictures. They are very nice so I have an idea to do something like that by yourself. The ones I love to do the best are landscape pictures. So cureently I'm searching for appropriate autumn landscape scheme/

I am almost happy as I am alone. The fire that burn inside me lightens the way. I suddenly realized I havr plenty of friends and people to talk to. I also have time for my hobbies... etc.

I am getting better. I think this awful stage will pass soon. I'm almost okay. I just need to do more then I can. I need to move on living.

Everything goes...

How to love one's neighbour? How near he have to be? Should I love near who I do not know? Shoul I love near who I do know? Will his wife agree with it? Should I love wife too? Wasn't that the one that destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah? Is there a difference between love to the opposite sex or your one? Why people worry how ones love each other? Hole-in-the-wall?

Today I saw Mitch in the market. I just suddenly stopped and was stearing at him, recognizing his face and with no idea who he is. He said "Hello" and I've answered...