Настроение сейчас - подобие ушедшего депреса...

сначала завела дневник Танюша,потом пристрастила меня ...но окончательно я решила его завести после сокрушительных траблов с моей мамочкой и парнем :,( ..я писала на английском,чтобы дома это не прочитали,выкладывала все на бумагу...чтобы понять меня хоть чуть-чуть нужно знать меня изнутри...
17.02.2006 00:24
I don wanna know if you play me
keep it on your own?
`Cause my heart can`t take it any more//
Ooh?baby...
02:02
Speaking to my girlfriends,`cause they understand me from my side.I agree to discuss it with Him!but He will not understand me from my side?anyway...Alright?I won`t tell them anything?I won`t discuss our problems with them?only WITH HIM!I will not ask them for advice anymore?we`ll see the result
02:13
"I don`t know what I feel about you this moment...sadnesss...-it`s emptyness"-smth like that He told meI understand-He is in a bad mood?but it was a nuisance..."you are getting older on my eyes"-(PERFECT SPEACH TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND?LESHA!!!WELL DONE!!!)
03:08
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS THAT HE IS TRYING TO BREAK ME,MY CHARACTER and make something or somebody he wants to see...JUST A LITTLE MISUNDERSTOOD....
(LISTENING TO linkin park for hourS...)
04:35
To breathe..every second...-it is so painfull,I need curing...Every deep breath hurts...I have to stop being nerveus about