В колонках играет - Fleetwood Mac

I like to blame people around me so much.

I still do it but now I feel so remote like I don't care. I just don't care about anything. As if I see my life from outside and don't give a damn.

I envy people who have found themselves easily. Do they have some kind of map or chip sewn in their heads?

Gray gray gray.. All I see is gray