Three words...Eight letters....

I wanna fall in love...I can fell it in the air....somewhere near, but at the same time far away....

when? WHEN? WHEN? WHEN will it happen?!!!

I'm waiting 4 u, my prince charming.....

but one guy will always be in my heart

 2 days left til the Single State Exam....i'm so  nervous....i was thrown in at the deep end...My russian is OK, I speak some, but I still flinch at the very mention of it..I wanna enter the University so much, it's my pipe dream at the moment....I'm gonna enter, I know it.....

p.s; yesterday I watched one russian movie. It is called "вам и не снилось", a beautiful story about true love and obsticales which you face on the way to your happiness.....i'm still shocked:) even american movies can't be compared to this one.....xoxo

    Oh, dear:)

    I love love love love Moscow:)

    Last saturday was one of the best days  during a very long period of time....) In the eveninig Kate, Alya and I went to a fashionable restaurant...it was some kind of a  celebration ( we finished school!!! hoorray!!!) ...guys didn't come( we started to drift apart 2 weeks ago, as you know, but it seems that nothing's gonna change....( never mind....

we had a really great time that evening...some of our friends joined us later) and guys at the next table were trying to chat us up)) xoxo 

after that Kate came to my place and we had a little sleepover party: eating sushi, pizza, dozens of sweets, drinking red bull, watching romantic movies, laughing, taking photos  and chatting about hot guys....))) LOL)) best night ever))) we went to sleep at 7 a.m.....and now i'm gonna sleep like a log)) good night)) xoxo

      Can you guess what happenes to a girl when she sees the dress of her dreams? Her heart skips several beats, her breath is taken away, she is mesmerised......that was exactly how I felt when I saw this dress on Jenny in my favourite Gossip Girl soap:)

     The moment I saw it I knew it was exactly the dress I've been dreaming about....it was unbelievable:)

     So light and tender and flowing, but at the same time cool, sexy with touch of humour:) It's strapless, with a necklace of diamonds that becomes a flowing dress....The best thing about the dress that it has 2 layers- the outer one is innosent, made of thin transparent material, but there is something interesting about the inner side - it has a sculp made of different sparkling things....))) And I just fell in love with it at first sight....

    Next day my mom and I went shopping and (could you believe my luck?!) I saw exactly that DRESS in one of the shops!!! :)

   I think I'm gonna buy it for my graduation party......)

 - i love you....

-say it once more.....)

-hmmm....i love you...two.....i love you.....three....i love you....four)

    Hi, everyone:) Do you think that guys ever gonna change? Because really once you start getting to know someone they all seem just the same:((( xxx

I'm being torn apart and confused by all these feelings that I have 4 different guys so really I need to clear up the mess in my heart.... And one more. Why is it so difficult to make up your mind about a guy. I mean, whether he appeals to you or not.

I really get the feeling that I'm doomed....Just hitting the same dead ends!!! The procedure is as follows:

I start being keen on a guy ( who's already taken), and for some time he shows no interest in me. But after that the situation changes radically. His passion for his GF fades away and he is in love with me up to the hilt.....But when it happens I've no special feelings for him anymore:(( There is always someone around me again who I start falling for....

Is there a way out?! 

The world is miserable! Men are  just stubborn, insufferable creatures without which the world woul be much better off!!!

As you know we had a huge row with my classmates about that damn graduation party! And we just can't see eye to eye on that. Finally we agreed in throwing a party in a club)))

But there is another stumbling block! The choise is to be made between two famous clubs. And we're in two minds....The guys want to hire a prof photographer,to order CABS AND LIMOS at the same time and go to one very stylish club.We (girls) are all for hiting a photographer and having a drive around Moscow, but the club WE want to enjoy ourselves in is different!!!

And now our relationship is....tense, strainy and we don't even utter a word to each other....No idea how we gonna make it up with them....

Please, help me....

xoxo

Tell me how I'm supposed to live with no air?

If I should die before I wake

It's cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like in the world with no air....

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, It's incomplete

If there was a way that I could make you understand.

But how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

Cause my word revolves around you,

It's so heard for me to breathe....

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

There's no air, no air

Top  5 my fav films:

1. The notebook

2. A walk to remember

3. Titanic

4. 13 going 30

5. Breakfast at Tiffany's

 If you are a bird, I am a bird too....

p.s: wanna fall in love

Argh! Am so angry! Yesterday I fell out over about such silly thing with my classmates!

As usually we were hanging out at "Европейский"... and started discussing our graduation party.....

Our small company devided into 2 parts: the ones who want to go clubbing (+limo) and those who want to rent a cottage and spend 3 days there!!!

I WANT TO GO CLUBBING!  And 2 hire a proffesionl photographer.....I'll remember this day 4ever and I want it to be incredible, beautiful, breathtaking!

I think falling out like this is a bad sign.....

What do you think? How to persuade my classmates to go clubbing instead of renting a cottage?(((

Sunday was even better!!!

~Sunny day~

incredible

my friend woke me up early in the morning and invitied me to her place....)

On my way there I stopped at the SM in order to buy some  junk food and dozen of red bulls:)

~jumping on the bed~

~dancing for 2 hours~

~watching TV~

~riding on a MOTORCYCLE!!!~ (aaaaa, i was scared to the core)

and my pipe dream became true - Mary showed me how to ride a bike and I did that! woohoo!:) (it ain't funny, but I really couldn't ride a bike until yesterday)

incredible day!!!)))

I had to wake up at 7 a.m. for the first time on Saturday to write SSE practice test....) (math)

I got away with it for the first time here....)

After that my mum fetched me and we went home to get ready for the theatre....The performance was absorbing: love, hate, resostfulness......)

At 9 p.m she dropped me off at a restorant in the center of the city.....I've never been there....)

The atmosphere at the restaurant was very relaxing....good music, service, coctails:)

There was about 15 people at our table) And I enjoyed myself very much:) 

   I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna to take breath without you babe

I don't want to play that part

I know that I love you but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl

No broken - hearted girl   

I'm no broken-hearted girl.....

Remember those walls I built

Well baby they tumbling down.....

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound.....

I found a way to let you in.....

But I really never had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now.....