Now Im standing on my own, Please don`t try to understand me. I`ve stucked in myself. Nobody cares my opinion, nobody I am... I`m not ready to be alone, I tried to hold on, but even my love can`t save me. Why Im nothing? Why I can do nothing in this tragedy of my life? I, really, monster...So sick, so weak, so pulled down, so pieced off... Don`t want to be hated, but... All beacuse of me, I know it. But I never feeled like that, so painful, so hurted, so hurting. Bad dreams make me weaker... My girlfriend ,Parents, another relatives...
I hurt my girlfriend, every time... dont want to hurt her anymore...
About my parents I ever dont want to talk... they have lived 15 with half years
of pain ...with no reason. All who have been hurted by myself...I want to excuze. Please forgive me. All who tried to examinate me-sorry, Im to weak.
Ksy, ssory, Im too bad. Im to reqiurimentive. Someday I ll makу you see, how happy you make me. I need to refres my live, to do some reset.
And stop to believe in unhappy end. maybe all will be okay. But not today.
I love you all...
Ksy, Parents, relatives, friends< if I really have them. sorry...