Well... I dont know.. Theres this guy.. and I like him.. a lot.. but like I'm too much of a pussy to say something, I mean, he knows i like him and all. Yet I'm having issues talking to him about there ever being the possibility of an 'us'. God whats wrong with me? i never used to be like this.. i think its because i'm afraid of the answers i'll get. Meh who know...
Тут бродил неделю назад. На Митино метро. И вот знаете, навеяло Metro.ru и пригляделся. А вот на тебе. Отчетливо попахивало серой... Нет, правда говорят, метро - страшное место.
Понедельник, 08 Декабря 2008 г. 19:31
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the bellmore street fair is right outside my bedroom window. my alarm clock this morning was some lady on a loud-speaker shouting, "all cars parked behind the bellmore playhouse will be towed. i repeat, all cars parked behind the bellmore playhouse will be towed." her super-long-island-y-accent didn't help.
alana and i aren't friends anymore. i got tired of her stalking me and criticizing me and annoying the shit out of me, so i told her so. she has the nerve to not understand why everyone at our lunch table despises her, except for nicole, who is equally as annoying.
keith and i were supposed to go to the fair together, but he forgot that he had prior commitments. he didn't notice how i was sloring for him all week, either. ;_;
i dyed my hair a purpley-pink. a lot of it stayed blonde, though, so i suppose that's what i get for buying the $4 stuff instead of the $10 stuff. this is the closest i could get to the color. i think i'm going to be ami for halloween. (ami from hi hi puffy, that is.) all i need is a pink and orange striped dress and go-go boots. woot.
i'm going to the fair with michelle later today. i think i will wear my radioactive-highlighter colored hoodie and my bright red mini skirt to go with my mostly-pink hair. i think that should help michelle find me. ^_^
well, that's about it for this week. potatoes have eaten my soul. L8rz.
Воскресенье, 07 Декабря 2008 г. 20:43
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Опять жестокая борьба с самим собой за контроль. Страсти накинулись со всех сторон и только я виноват что допустил малейшую слабость тем самым создав бреш в обороне. Очень много дел требуют завершения. В первую очередь успокоить нервы. Отвлечся. И благополучно завершить этот марафон.
"Only Palin can save McCain, her party, and the country she loves. She can bow out for personal reasons... Do it for your country." -- conservative columnist Kathleen Parker
сука. бесит. бесит меня то, что кто-то постоянно комментирует мои посты анонимно. причем, яро уверен, что все мои лямурные переживания о нем, родимом. бляблябля. наверна сама виновата. нехер иметь биспарядочную личную жисть (бугага).