Eti dni ne pisala v dnevnike, tak kak ne bylo menya vblisi moeygo virtual'nogo druga. # dnya byli odnim sploshnym realom. V hameshi ( chetverg) vpisalis' vsei nashei gop- kompaniyei( Mashka Gylyakam Sashka Rosovskaya Lenka Baron) > prihvativ s sobo mestnuyu znamenitost'- pisatel'nitsy i zhurnalisky Larisy Gorodetskyu> na vstrechu s nashim Kumirom poslednih let- DINOI RUBINOI!

Hafa -eto absolutno existential city- chuvstvo polnoi crsoss-reality, realii postmoderna vperemeshky s arabskoi i hristianskoi starinoi+ bol'shoye prisutstviye sovka vplot' do sovkovuh sthiinyh street vendors , torguushih staryom i deshevum( turetckim) belyom.+ bol'shoue prisutstviye sociuma sovetckoi i postsovetskoi intelligentcii Moskava i Peter tut dazhe overwhelm over Ukrain, i eto raduyet.......

It's so tireson to learn Ecxel in Hebrew, Strange, the other day I satrted reading the book recommended by Yan and the opening scene of the book is in the reception room of a psychotherapist, later, I cane to the club Gold Duke to disccuss some literary projects with far-going goals with the local celebrity Larisa Gorodetskaya- a very progressive and up-to-date writer, journalist, playwright and just a promonent liason between all Israel Intellectuals. He presented ne with her book " Matchmaker's journals" with the prospect of her book being further translated in English and published in N.Y. Coincidentally, the opening scene of her book was in..... the reception room of a pscychotherapist..............

My psychologist's name is Yan and he looks a very trustinspiring personallity, He recommended me the book " Lyin on the couch" by Irvn Yalom. saying that this vbook is hardly available. I After my councelling I shared with Mashka my new challange which I would have to meet and...... she broke my expectancy mentioning having bought the book in question. Funny , isn't it? Why do the challanges hide?

Today my psycgologist once again confirmed my personality profile, I knew that I was not an optimap performer and I can be effective only working working up agaist dead-line

Today was our usual week-end: Morning classes and then our traditional girls'hangin out at Masha Gulyaka's place, followed up with some businesss brainstromimg, We have identified ourselvs as a good team to come up with our far-reaching projects. We want our on advretizing agency. All prominent projects come up over a cup of " tea"

My name is Masha and now live in Haifa, forgot to introduce myself, I have reached many potentials of mine in Russia and was almost on the top of a person's laddaer of objectives and goals and then my life collapsed drammatically: I went to Israel in Summer, and When I came back I made my mind to absorb and speak and work with Hebrew and speak it the way I speak English, So I was so excited when a new challaenge started to glitter on the horizon of hopelessness which followes up the stage of inner-fulfilment, So my mental and emotional gap is now beng filled in gradually and I am happy . I exapned my existential erea, cultural borders which mainly were related to Russian-American values, belief and attitudes, are now alsow being extended and expanded.

Our break ( afsaka) is over, Of course we came 12 minutes later, as usual, on the way met another fellow-student and groupmate of ours Sashka Rozovskaya another personage for our project- a movie"Sex in a big city"( stam) stam- is shtuyot in Hebrew can't hardly be translated in Russian or English- something like, " bullshit, never mind ".

It's the first time I started my journal. For all my life I never had the gut. But today our computer teacher explains things about PC art which are beyond my talantes and capabilities, so my soul-mate and name sake of mine Mashka Guluka, who is sitting next to me all the time in our courses, gave me a hand in starting up a journal, So he explained all the technicalities and now I feel that my voice is heard, finally. Sounds weird. I am really being culturally and linguistically juxtoposed, Sometimes I start speaking with someone in English and overtime I findmyself talking Hebrew, inthe meantime, my cell ohone ( or pelephone) rings - pele- is a miracle in Hebrew, and I automatically give a very Russian sounding answer. Now it's time for our regular coffe break and it's a my sticking point, one of many despite my open mind and flexibility. So I'll be with you in half an hour.

Hi to everyone who is on the same wave with me.