PHANTOM LIMB PAIN (POST MERIDIEM)
reflected
in false mirror
it tries to
inspire terror
it tries to
commit an error
it indicates
green blinking zero...
anesthetic tick-tock
snowblind realm
your lips are gathering dust
of convict's dream
this time...
be mine...
before
shores of hell
before
oblivion and smell
of decay and medicines in ward
before
posthumous reward...
anesthetic tick-tock
snowblind realm
your lips are gathering dust
of convict's dream
and you will stretch the truth
you'll gain time
for you and for me
you'll be mine...
before
end titles and gloom
before
coda and room
where fluorescent glimmer says goodbye
before
before you die...
this time...
be mine...
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NEURO (YOUR DONOR BLOOD)
last winter graved all memories
all disappointed yesterdays
all fragments of recycled dream
and delay of premortal scream -
i'm dying here, i'll die without
your plastic cross and punished god
without you i'll celebrate -
so hurry up, evacuate...
last winter graved all fiends and friends
ethereal ice in shaking hands
grey alleys are blinking in the dusk
my death is still wearing your mask
game over and i'm crying here
without painkiller and you near -
without you i'll integrate
into the core of coming fate...
horizons are now interface
of final level, health percents
displaying that the death is near
last winter graved all pain and fear
i'm dying here, i'll die without
prosthetics and your donor blood
without you i'll celebrate
i'll celebrate my endless end...
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KARMA (PATTERN RECOGNITION)
i read your blogs but can’t recall you
observed your eyes in bustling street
we hear each other in the dernier cry
your catwalk is too far from me
this avenue retains your light step
these slums remember my decay
who clipped your wings, who made my life a misery?
whose number blinks on call display?
i was a hero, now i’m a traitor
you were a drop in sullen rain
i was a tick in capital sentence
without chance to feel your pain...
now we operate other bodies
you’ll never recognize my face
i’ll never catch you in the crowd
another blood in our veins
transfers again forbidden pleasure
is boiling when we sleep alone
another dream that we are watching
helps to forget ancestral home
you were a slave, now you’re the master
i was a victim and i am
you rush for airplane in berlin
my corpse got cold in midnight train...
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DNA (DEAD CODE)
missing the target, i unload my gun
can't hate your beauty, so you can run
never recall your warm naked skin
personal hell, as a ticket to win
how can i flow in the enemy line?
without you and without call-sign?
morning farewell and the sound of rain
in the background for my single game...
quicken your steps - there's someone behind
someone will die in this december night
your plastic hero has just left his life
it was your nightmare, you are still alive...
drug dosage form - nonfixed access
now i need only artificial sense
creep' line can't lead me to your cold bed
median strip - all the memories dead...
i'll be fine, i'll be OK
i sold my soul, but not DNA...
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404 (EVENT ID)
four hundred and four -
bloody numbers in the night
i need you no more
'cause i'm not able to fight
your final surprise
on the edge of my way
the monochrome eyes
of your pornography
scan dead FM waves -
full of passion and fear
for nightcity maze
and for girl that was near
like bitmap image
she smiled always to you
someone opened her cage -
and dreams never come true...
my unreachable girl
forget that numbers can lie
'cause when my time is gone
you won't hear my goodbye
nameless lost grave -
heart is idling no more
disconnected as slave
and four hundred and four-
stigmatized on your back
like reset karma tattoo
your tears became noisy-black
and i'll never find you
unauthorized access -
absence without leave
thoughts in a mess...
i think, i have to go heave...
four hundred and four
not found alive
four hundred and four
no chance to survive
four hundred and four
you're lost in hell
four hundred and four
just say me farewell...
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EMPTY CELL (MORGUE)
tonight...
i'm not ready for crime
you're not ready to die
i'm not ready for war
i'm not waiting for you...
please, take my bleeding hand
you're still my final friend
draw the diseased flatline
connect your flesh to mine
connect my veins to knife
log out carrion life
be quiet, be quit, be clear
my bath was hell's carrier...
tonight...
you've forgotten my name
running to morgue in the rain
i was waiting for sign
i was ready for lie -
implanted in your breath
verifying my death
making white-hot our lips
giving the farewell kiss
in blue suburbian light
de-energized city night
as long as you are here
although the end is near...
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STAY DENERGIZED (BLACKOUT)
i want you...
my dirty rain,
airborne dust
and rusty autumn wind...
i need her vision -
erased the tapes
de-energized and
trapped in memories...
alone and numb -
in covert channel
of nightclub
with pretty fiend apart...
06:12 a.m.
re-animate -
and kill again
your hidden yesterdays...
bring me bad news -
search for her profile
in the streets...
in lethal interface
beyond my dream
beyond decay -
re-incarnate
for neon yesterdays...
stay denergized
die paralyzed
move switch to OFF
it's time to betray your love...
betray your past
don't head a cast
submit new pain -
it's EMP in your brain...
in your brain...
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VHS AUTUMN (RAINBOW HUNT)
you are my midnight patient
you are my neon beauty
you are my strange relation
you are my fall of duty
your lips discover my space
your lips discover chaos
innocent lust on your face
bringing two graveyard flowers
you'll come to me throw sunsets
horizons, screens and subways
searching for me in the net
you'll find my corpse on friday...
then let's play here the last game
wire is transporting our blood
please, dance with me in the rain
kiss me, as kissed you the mud...
the mud...
as kissed you the mud
as kissed you the mud
as kissed you the mud
as kissed you the mud
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AFTER TOMORROW (ANTE MERIDIEM)
red line - fairway on your hand
coordinate scale of coming end
breaking news - and your silent smile
and your bleeding heart is no more mine
endless rain as the end of your story
system files are now for read only
neuro engines are damaged
soul has left it's body cage...
how can i clone your flesh?
and download your soul from hell?
or better i'll kill myself...
or better i'll kill myself again...
chrome dust on cadaver fingers
last corridor to the opened window
i'll be waiting there for you -
let's enjoy the dark side of the moon
red line - fairway on our bed
coordinate scale of coming end
breaking news - and your silent smile
and your bleeding heart is no more mine...
how can i clone your flesh?
and download your soul from hell?
or better i'll kill myself...
or better i'll kill myself again...
after tomorrow
after tomorrow
see you after tomorrow
we'll be together
after tomorrow...
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