- Are u in your mind?
- No, I’m not.
- I didn’t ask u.
- And I didn’t tell about myself. I think I can answer for everyone in this question.

Fuck, it’s so difficult to get rid of the past.
I need a war with myself and the past.
Just tear to shreds and educe to ashes! You know, it’s very easy to do. Just take, tear and consume! Just 3 steps. Easy? Yes, really easy… But?
But not for me. I don’t know why it’s so fucking difficult.
Can I do it? Sure I can’t…
I know it feels like we're never coming back. But maybe? Impossible is nothing, right? U told me this not once and I didn’t believe u. Stupid! I was so stupid.
Wish I could but I know I can't take it back. I had a lot of dreams, but until I had begun to forget what it’s to feel smth again.
I want to scream: “I love u!”. Nothing else. Just scream and then perfect silence. I want to share with u that silence and love.
When my heart breaks, it makes a sound!