В колонках играет - Chris Brown Feat. Juelz Santana- Run It (RemiX)
Настроение сейчас - WHHHAAAAT!?

guess whose back? yeah man...

okay, so i haven't written in a long time but i might be back just cause i have time on my hands

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Otherside

Events of the past
Things I have passed
So many memories
And none that'll last
I have some much to forget
And too much space to fill
Summer outside that window
Fall in my soul
Spring in my eyes
But Winter's in my heart
I can count on the fingers
Of one of my hands
The times at night
I haven't thought about my friends
Leaving on a plane
As perfection fades away
Hands in front of my face
Awake till the brake of day

В колонках играет - Days of the New- Shelf in the Room
Настроение сейчас - Okay

Will you die for me
Cuz sure as hell I'd die for you
If you want a reason
I'll name a few
So is there a way for me to explain
Or should I just say that I'm insane?
Well, let me start, with this I Love You
And normally that's hard to say
But in this case, I guess it's nothing new
I seem to fall to easily and I get up too slowly
Is there any doubt
Is there any way out
I'm doing what I was born to do
And that's why I stand here
Like a slave on his knees
Trying to explain everything to you.
You're a hopeless cause
I dumb subliminal bitch
Under the surface
You're all talons and claws
Inner beast of mine
two different sides to this demon
And only one common reason
And that's me!
SO I'M A PAWN TO THIS GAME
I'M JUST A WAY TO ENTERTAIN
YOU'RE SICK,DISGUSTING SOUL FETISH
AND I'M JUST A TOY
AND I'LL ALWAYS BE THE DECOY
SET TO THE MELODY OF ORGASM
AND TO THE FLOW OF SEX
TREATED LIKE A SICK ORGANISM
AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM
A NERVOUS WRECK!

В колонках играет - Slipknot- The Nameless
Настроение сейчас - kool

Dancing words of illusions in the past
I sit here in a dumbstruck daze
And my troubles seem to fade to null
As they all get lost in the purple haze
Hands tied behind your back,
Legs battered and bruised,
Face twisted in pain
From the weapons you used
Bloody knives at your feet,
Flowers tossed in your hair
Tears on your cheeks
Anger burns through your stare
My way of living is tarnished
My own life is a joke
Though I thought this was love
Now I want is to CHOKE!
LET ME BURN IN YOUR EYES!
LET ME EAT ALL YOUR LIES!
HOLD MY WRISTS TILL THEY BLEED
TILL MY PETRIFIED SOUL
BEATEN TO A BLOODY MASS
CANNOT STAND ANY MORE AND PATIENTLY DIES!

В колонках играет - Slipknot-The Nameless

Chapter 3.

When I got back to the house I immediately went to Sid's room/study where he sleeped, listened to music, mixed and chilled. I walked into the room and saw him packin his records and turntables into a duffel bag."What about Hairy Mary's, man? Who's gonna DJ when you're gone?", I asked as I sat back into an armchair. "I got some up-and-comer to do it. DJ Firestarter of something like that," Said Sid still packing, now folding the band's new jumpsuit and his masks into the duffel. I felt bored and grabbed and kicked back and closed my eyes. As I thought about my past, and my upcoming future. I, Simon "Deezy" Detsel, am living a pretty good life. I smiled to myself.

В колонках играет - Stone Sour- Inside The Cynic
Настроение сейчас - Calm as a Hindu cow

Chapter2.

As long as I had known Slipknot as the metal group from my hometown, I never really had any fear of talking to them. I had always just hung out with them like they were close friends, and that is what they were, close friends. As I walked through the streets of this city that I had loved and hated for so long, the silence of my thoughts was destroyed by the ringing of a cellphone in my pocket. I reached ni and read thescreen which read Corey. I flipped the phone opened and said, "Yo, Corey, what's up?", with a casual tone of voice and kicked a rock into a sewer grate as I walked. "Not much, Sid's looking for you though, kid, and you should have something to eat, because I've got some news...", said the voice of Slipknot and Stone Sour's vocalist with a slight hint of sleepiness. I answered quickly, "What's going on, man, don't leave me hanging!", Corey answered, calm as ever,"We're going on tour again, man. In Europe. We're starting in Amsterdam, Holland, and we'repretty much moving down towards Italy and up to Russia, we might get some free time in the middle to chill and rest, maybe in like Greece or something". "Shit, dude, are you serious, Europe's cool", I answered with excitement in my voice. "Yeah , but get home to Sid, you gotta get your shit packed we leave in like a week or two". "You don't have to tell me twice, man. I'm running already, see you later", I answered. "Yeah, see you". I snapped my phone shut and ran towards Sid's house. Europe. I wonder how that'll turn out...

В колонках играет - SlipKnoT- Everything Ends
Настроение сейчас - COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Chapter 1.

Through the vale of a dream I awoke to the sound of wind rapping the branches of the trees against my window. My eyes opened quickly and I quickly looked around my room. It was dark but I could see the band posters on the walls, the poems scribbled in Sharpie ink on the blank parts of the wall, the stereo speakers in the corners of my room and my BC Rich Warlock guitar with a Marshall amp next to my bed. I was sweating profusely. I probably had a nightmare or something. I immediately looked at the clock. It Read 6:30 AM in the neon green numbers that I was used to seeing. I groaned and slid out of bed. I grabbed my KoRn tee-shirt and pulled on a pair of baggy Diesel jeans with ripped legs. I walked to the closet and pulled on a sweatshirt with the words "Black Magic" written in Olde Gothic English letters. I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My shoulder-length black hair was a mess and my eyes were still swollen after just waking up> I opened the medicine cabinet and pulled out a jar of blue hair-gel and a can of AXE Africa. I decided against gelling my hair but I combed it and sprayed the AXE on my body. I brushed my teeth and rinsed and put cold water on my face. It felt refreshing and I gasped at the touch of the freezing water splashing against my skin. I grabbed my Oakleys off of the windowsill and put them on. i turned on the lights in my room and walked out of the bathroom. I walked to my wardrobe cabinet and grabbed my iPod and wallet and put them in my pockets. Iwent onto all fours and reached around under my bed. When I found what I was looking for I pulled my 6-inch switchblade out and put it in my pocket as well. "Okay, now I got some time to burn", I said to myself and walked down out of my room turning off the lights and walking downstairs to the kitchen. "Shit, I'm hungry, I feel like cereal", I said and grabbed a box of Corn Flakes out of the cupboard. I opened the fridge and grabbed the milk and poured it into a bowl and ate my cereal. Then when I was done putting my dishes into the sink I pulled on my skateshoes and walked outside. I pulled My iPod out of my pocket and started listening to music. I turned on "People = Shit" by SlipKnoT and began to sing along to the words. "Come on down, and see the idiot right here, too fucked to beg and not afraid to care, what's the matter with calamity anyway? Right? Get the fuck out of my face, understand that I can't feel anything It isn't like I wanna sift in the decay, I feel like a wound Like I've got a fucking gun against my head, you live when I'm dead!", I whispered to myself as I walked the empty streets of Des Moines, Iowa. I've lived here for pretty much my whole life and I'm getting bored as hell here, too. So much was wrong with the fact that I was a 18-year old guy with an obsession with metal who lived in Des Moines, Iowa and has never really been out of the city. I've seen, spoken and hung out with the guys with SlipKnoT and they said that this is exactly how they were. They offered me a job as a roadie, working with SlipKnoT when they were on tour. My dad said no, but I packed my bags and went with them anyway, it was a blast. Corey, Sid, Joey, Mick, James, Craig, Paul, Shawn and Chris were great guys to hang out with and they threw the best afterparties. They must've taken a likeing for me because when the tour ended, Sid offered me a place with him in Des Moines. I accepted seeing as my dad would kill me if he ever found me again. Sid and I got along fine. I fit in with pretty much the whole band and they never had anything against me. We liked pretty much the same music, except for Sid who liked Hip-Hop and Techno. When it came to music though, Sid was indifferent, he would headbang with me to Metallica and Lamb Of God and I would chill and sit back when he listened to the Beastie Boys. As I walked the streets at the crack of dawn and listened to my favorite band I looked back on my life in retrospect.

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Scar Tissue
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Iwill fight back people,so don't you worry I'll just keep on livin' the life I'm leadin'...

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Scar Tissue
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Iwill fight back people,so don't you worry I'll just keep on livin' the life I'm leadin'...

В колонках играет - Slipknot- Vermilion pt.2
Настроение сейчас - Bored, Bored

Understand me and live, miss my point and you'll be another person left in the dust of my dreams...

I seem to be happier now that school is over and I don't know why. I am bored almost every minute of it and now I am bored without it. If you want phrases that are easy to understand, I'll give you one: WHATEVER, MAN!

В колонках играет - ICP- FUCK THE WORLD
Настроение сейчас - ecstacy happy!

YES!!!!!!!!! I'm free for three months!!!!! FUCK SCHOOL!!!!!!!! I'M SO FUCKIN' FREE!!