Was playing DDR or a while with Ashlyn, Trevor and Meaghan. Beated Ashlyn couple times.. Trevor is really fast. (DDR is a dance video game)
Now Trevor is playing his Guitar Hero...
My host Great Grandparents ar very nice)) GreatGrandpa is 90! And he's really good health, it's amaizing. I was talking to him for a while. GreatGrandma Alice (she's not a real GreatGrandma, she's the 2nd wife) was working in american embessy in Moscow 40 years ago (it was USSR)
got more presents...) And from M too.. Trying to analize my thought about out relationship. Getting more and more confused. Trying to understand what I WANT. It's kind of hard...
Christmas is amaizing. It's been great. Feels weird being with another family during such a holiday.. Trying to imagine what would I feel if a Christmas like this would be usual for me. Or how it would be being a real part of this family. Would I be the same, would I say and do the same stuff, I think so...

Christmas is amaizing!!! It's a special day!!!
I want to share my good mood with everyone! ))))
Have a Merry Christmas!!!
I got presents!!!
And postcard from California from my host Grandpa and Grandma
And a card from Uncle Paul))) from Atlanta (he is my host Dad's brother)
I gave presents too!!!)))) Feels great!
Gonna see M today and give him card and my present!!!
For dinner my host Grandpa and Grandma, Great-Grandpa and Great-Grandma are coming =) Haven't met Great-Grandpa and Great-Grandma yet...

Don't want to write anything personal.


It's amaizing how it can feel so safe with someone else...
Any time can fly by...
And you can't kiss somebody, but stil can be close...
How happy can make you the fact that we're are together again...
And everything even more exciting after a break...
You can lay on the couch together and not talking at all, feel safe and warm inside.
Or talking about not important things.
Or about really serious stuff...
Have a opportunity to ask about anything.
Had a pillow fight =)
Just smile without a reason.
Be asked "what r u thinking about?"
Relax and be myself..
make plans...
make wishes...
watch Madagaskar and get a joke about "NY Gyants".
Laught about random phrases...
Not thinking about anything...
Share your dreams and things you worry about...
Telling stories about your best friends.. and smile =)
feel better inside... finally.

when it's gone.... you think about it.

I received an email card from Xena)))))
Things like this always make me smile
According to my tradition i'm placing it here



Hello my sweet girl! I’m so sorry that I didn’t congratulate you on your birthday! You see, there was smth wrong with my computer! I could only be online today!!! But as you know “better later than never”! Isn’t it?))) So…

Alina! I’ve already missed you and sometimes feel lonely without our meetings, your smile and support. It’s very hard for me, because 2 good people are away from me. But anyway, I’d like to thank you for everything you’ve done for me and wish you a great success in your learning abroad, good true friends (like me;), strong willpower. I wish you good luck, happiness. I want you to be VERY VERY and never cry. I’d like you to laugh and smile every time when smth is wrong! And please… be good girl!!!=))) Happy Birthday!!! I wish you many happy returns of the day!!!!

omg! this is so sweet!