....And if you think, I'll change to satisfie you, just go away from me.... It's your choise to hate me....

Almost dead.......still alive.

I've learned something very important about myself...... I'm a good friend.... well, it was a kind of touching feeling that somebody needs you, and YOU need this one...... I'm proud to be your friend.

Well.... the reason of this diary... I think, the same as you have...
Sometimes something appears inside you and sits there waiting, when you'd tell someone about this....

Hm.... I wanna have a birthday: 5th of April... stupid.... or deathday...more stupid.....
I'm gonna sent here all that sentimental shit that sometimes appears in my fucking soul.... well... If you're interested, read....