But I've been waiting for days on end
For you to call
And I never got to say good-bye
To you, my friend

And I swear that I can feel you
Creeping underneath my skin
And it feels like Heaven to me, sometimes
But I don't understand
Why you just can't let me in
And I close my eyes and just let it all fall in line

And we could wait a while
Let everything have it's way
Crack a secret, subtle smile
And everything will be OK
But I promise you that I won't leave you here
I couldn't do that to myself
And not again, not with you, my friend

под новый год навязчивые мысли становятся все сильнее

я не хочу что бы у тебя все было хорошо, я хочу чтобы просто у меня все было охуенно и чтобы на все остальное мне было похуй!

i hate you more than i hate everything in this world