"I\'M SORRY BUT I DON\'T DO SHIT TO PLEASE OTHER PEOPLE AND HONESTLY I DON\'T FUCKING GIVE A FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME""STRANGE DEJA VU"See to live is to suffer but to survive, well that is to find meaning in the suffering. (don\'t believe everything you think)
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Death - The end or the beginning? What will be there, Behind a side between a life and death? Whether you are ready to know? No! Night cold the passionless judge, The closed door an invisible verge. For those who has risen on an eaves, To test the nerves. A wind the good friend, If you with him at the same time. Last stand, All this was for a long time. A step in a precipice, One more vice. The reason of a collapse, New repentance. To keep a pain, This is insane. And someone will extinguish today some stars, In effect it so is not enough, Only some scars.
[ i'm sick... ] I want to break off your throat, That you would feel the river of blood in a mouth. I want to see fear in your eyes, I want to destroy your desires. I want to open your deepest wound, That would begin to smell blood everywhere around. I shall take away your breath, I shall give you death.
I want to break off your heart, That you would feel torment. I want that you shouted, I would want that you sobed. I would want that you have felt a pain, I would want that you have understood that all prays are vain. I shall take away your breath, I shall give you death.
They don't look in the eyes, They are afraid of words. Their black complexion and coal eyes, The privilege a raven. All attempts are vain, They never will change. [ this beginning of the end ] Each of them the traitor, Each of them the liar. It's their antiworld, It's their black hole. It's a vicious circle, In wich they wait for a miracle.
They are dared, But inside they are scared. They speak : " friends " But actually mean : " enemies " All attempts are vain, They never will change. [ it's the end of the beginning ] Each of them afraid to make a step in forward, Each of them the coward. It's their antiworld, It's their black hole. It's a vicious circle, In which they wait for a miracle.
" Since a birth we dig courses to the happiness, But each step conducts us to death. The big space is given with blindness, And those who can see do not know that waits for them ahead "
" When the sky will light up fire, With surprise i shall see myself in splinters of this day. When bowls will be fielled up to edges with lies, I shall understand it not my way. "
I stick together slices of memories, Ideas flare in flames. I let off the past, Having divided it on a part. You were so close, But i feels like i lost. You left, I shall not wait. I'm gone, I am tired in your games to play. I've lost, Why i blame myself again. You left, I can't explain the pain. You left, And I've gone insane.
I have sunk in your nonsense and falseness, Having broken in tinkling sounds the dreams. But now i understand, There was not bitterness of disappointment, Only a sensation of loneliness. You left, I shall not wait. You left, I am tired in your games to play. You left, Why i blame myself again. You left, I can't explain the pain. You left, I've gone insane. You left, I never shall be same.
This fear inside me, Will heal wounds of last day. This face in my head is dared over me, I never shall be same. I shall be close inside my self. My reason it you, I want to find a place for a pain. My reason it you, The broken heart, All this that is at me. I run from you, Far that nobody could find me. To forget all these mistakes, I leave this lie to you. I do not want to see your face.
This game a part me, I have accepted all conditions because of you. You hit the truth from me, As i could be so is blind what to trust in you. I shall leave this game, But as long it will lasts. I shall leave this pain, But as long it will lasts. [ But now i've got confused ]
This game has tormented me, I want is far away from you. Your words as a grey smoke leave me, I do not wish to hear not a word from you. I have left this game, But as long it will be lasts. I have left this pain, But as long it will be lasts. [ But now i've got confused ] All will end in one day [ When the shadow will lie on the ground ] In one cold, wet day [ When the shadow will lie on the ground ] A life it simply game.
Shout is distributed by an echo inside, Blood is transparent in these viens. The inutile life, And heart knocks in these textures. It is artificial light inside, It confusing by wires of the lost lie. Don't leave, Stay shadow in eyes. Blood on lips, No more tries... To survive...
Minutes turn to instants, And i slowly do steps. In a shadow of a daylight, There where nobody waits for me. [ instants ] I do stesps, In a gloom of midnight. There where nobody can't hurt me, I hope that you - can - Save me, Before it's not too late. Take me, While i am able to love. Judge me, While i shall start to fall. I hope that you - can - Save me, Before i shall start to study to hate. Shape me, While i shall lose the soul. Waste me, When i shall caused to myself a pain. [ but each of us so small, what even sometimes cannot save itself. and there where the silence dies, there comes war ]
Instants turn to tears, And i slowly do steps. In emptiness of this day, Where there is nobody except for me. [ tears ] I do steps, At midnight trying to find a string of a treasured way, Where from whose that the eye pours a rain. Where the wind sings only for me, I hope that you - can - Save me, Before it's not too late. Take me, While i am able to love. Judge me , While i shall start to fall. I hope that you - can - Save me, Before i shall start to study to hate. Shape me, While i shall lose the soul. Waste me, When i shall caused to myself a pain. [ but each of us so small, what even sometmes cannot save itself. and there where die soul, there comes noise ]
I became another, Absolutely another. There are no more dreams, And the sense is lost i am broken off on pieces. I turn the face to loneliness, To be dissolved in emptiness. And I disappear forever, Wandering somwhere in the soul. And i forget forever, Tight sights of people. Expectation [ forget it ] Transformation [ make it ] Self-destruction [ admit it ] I become other, Absolutely other. There are no more emotions, I am broken off on pieces. And i get rid of this pain in eyes, I become callous meat among bones. And i desappear forever, From an environment of people. And i forget forever, As it is lonely to my soul. Expectation [ forget it ] Transformation [ make it ] Self-destruction [ admit it ]