Selbsmord

Never though I'll be writing something like it
But here I am, I'm doing all this shit
The table's already full of blood and my tears
This body is getting cold and weak

I know it's always so hard to admit it
But there's no way of turning back
The blood is already dripping from the table
Am I still gonna commit suicide

So this is how it all should be
And this is what I wanted so badly to feel
The razor slitting holes in my veins
And I permit myself to bleed

I somehow knew that I'm a quitter
It's getting worst with everyday
The bruises I get from your words
And I'm starting to belive

I'm starting to realize that I am nothing
That there is nothing pure within my heart
I'm just a scar upon your left cheek
And I am just ruining your life

So these are my last words
This is the last thing I'm going to transmit
Deliver to your front step
So you would know just how I felt

I'm trying hard to look into my window
But I can not raise my head
The pain is already left me
And the darkness is covering my eyes



arr kak ze mne ento nravicaaa.....