I have got tired to be disappointed. Whether to live having become isolated is better and not let in the life anything new.
A problem that old things and people gradually leave too. So it's possible to remain in pitch loneliness.
But it's better in loneliness, than with those who is not pleasant.

"I simply don't know that I want"  -  that`s fine excuse for those who knows that he wants, but cannot receive it.

I have high painful threshold.  I have high painful threshold.  I have high painful threshold.  I have high painful threshold.
I have high painful threshold. I have high painful threshold. I have high painful threshold. I have high painful threshold.
I have high painful threshold.I have high painful threshold.I have high painful threshold.I have high painful threshold.

I am weak

I would like to change someone's life

U know. Yours.

He has very beautiful hair. With nice colour. Can I photograph one cut off your hairlock? Please!

 I tested Swedish application. There was bug: all records were duplicated.
And now such bug in my life. At once two Sashas. Even three if me to count.
Oh, damn. That densely that is empty.

Here,
I feel
I wish I could just see it.
The love,
The hate,
The things that separate
Forcing conscious to conscious every small attack.
It takes a small man to notice, but not to act up.
Confrontation complication needs a foundation.
I'm calm, baby,
I'm calm.

Who's on duty today? I'm on duty today.
Who's absent? Kiki is absent. She is ill.

The weather is fine. The sun is shining. The wind is blowing.

Today I'll go to the "Point" on BritRock Party!!! My classmate will play there.
I will dance, yeah baby! I will come off!

Last film. When I'll start transfer by camera that what I want to tell?
These are strange pieces. I walked in city at night and photographed any bosh.
And still here there is a fog photo.
Probably, I will devote the life to photograph a fog.

but she can read, she can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad
 

If heart at the left than my heart is ill.

Today on mail has come this letter!

I have already forgotten that I had trial period  =) but  YES YES YES!!!

Devil's cold. There should be this all from a cold: frozen hands, freezed brain, ice heart.

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
 

I have a headache. It's split into million slices and each of them is intolerable aches. I hate a migraine.
My head is ready to blow up, and all most awful things will depart outside from it.
All will get out: terrorists, pirates, the nuclear bomb, hatred to the government,
hatred to itself, crimes, sins, warm dramas, children's traumas,
not love, idiocy, death, injustice. All.
All will be pulled outside.

Please make to me a grassy compress, give morphin and put me to bed.
I will not take out this explosion.

It became fashionable to spread in diaries wishlists. I made it too.
In polaroid pictures as usually.

You didn't see Wong Kar Wai's "In the mood for love"? Look. It is magnificent.

It is pleasant to nobody, when I start to call things by their proper names.
All are indignant to my cynicism, roughness and frankness. But all sober after that.
In this sweet fairy tale someone should stop that dung lickung and tell that the king is naked!

I like to go with you on silly films and run in the underground, to be in time on a train.
Both to smoke and listen your stories. And turn my cheek for a kiss.
I didn't feel necessary to someone for a long time .
And it is so healthy, when it appears.