what do i do to ignore them behind me? do i follow my instincts blindly? do i hide my pride from these bad dreams.. and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening. do i sit here and try to stand it.. or do i try to catch them redhanded? do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness? because i can\'t hold on when i\'m stretched so thin. i make the right moves but I\'m lost within. i put on my daily fasade but then.. i just end up getting hurt again.