Если я пропал из виртуального пространства,
вероятно я чересчур глубоко в него погрузился,
а не реал меня заел.

Nearly half a year ago I finally quit my job and went for internship in one big private company. I was hoping to get driver licence, to become engaged in more creative activities and was waiting for some drastic changes.

Six months passed. I am an intern no more but a respectable junior developer, got my driver licence, and even visited the promised land, the hero city Odessa. But nothing had actually changed. I am still engaged in the same leisure activities on weekends. And even ceased my running exercises and power training after the last vacation.

Worst of all I again relapsed into my virtual drug addiction and started watching another famous american series. About drugs. Rather about illegal drugs manufacturing and consumption. Supposably this won't last long but the course of events is discouraging.