There never seems to be
Because what i believe
A moment i'm not trying
To show them who i am
Why can't they understand
The things that they're denying?
They're denying.....
[chorus:]
So what should i do
Just lay next to you
As though i'm unaffected
And who should i be
When they're judging me
As though i'm unaffected?
[2nd verse:]
A chance they'd never give
To ever want to live
The life that i am made of
There's nothing left to prove
My heart's forever true
What is it they're afraid of?
Afraid of.....
[chorus:]
So what should i do
Just lay next to you
As though i'm unaffected
And who should i be
When they're judging me
As though i'm unaffected?
Before they even saw my face
The knew that i was not the same
And decided i was not the one for you
For you.....
So what should i do?
I'm not unaffected
And who should i be?
I'm not unaffected
[chorus:]
So what should i do
Just lay next to you
As though i'm unaffected
And who should i be
When they're judging me
As though i'm unaffected?
Unaffected...[repeat 4 times]
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Whenever I step outside, somebody claims to see the light, It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience. 'Cause everyone thinks they're right, and nobody thinks that there just might be more than one road to our final destination.
But I'm not ever going to know if I'm right or wrong 'cause we're all going in the same direction. And I'm not sure which way to go because all along we've been going in the same direction.
I'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame, for all the holes in answers that are clearly showing, for something to fill the space, was all the time I spent a waste? 'Cause so many choices point the same way I was going.
So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy? I don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them and why are you alwyas telling me what you want me to believe? I'd like to thnk that I can go myown way and meet you in the end.
But I'm never going to know...
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I've done everything as you say, I followed your rules without question, I thought it would help me see things clearly, but instead of helping me to see, i look around and it's like I'm blinded. I'm spinning out of control...out of control. I'm spinning out of control...out of control.
Where should I go? What should I do? I dont understand what you want from me. 'cause I dont know if I should trust you or all of the things you've said to me. and I may never know the answer to this endless mystery. Where should I go? What should I do? I dont understand what you want from me.
I feel like I'm spinning out of control, try to focus but everything's twisted. and all along I thought you would be here to let me know I'm not alone but in fact that's exactly what I was. I'm spinning out of control...out of control. I'm spinning out of control...out of control.
All alone and spinning out of control. Out of control...
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I wanna live
I wanna leave
I wanna open up and breath
I wanna go
I wanna be
I wanna feel it constantly
Gotta show
Gotta stay
I've gotta feeling that won't go away
I've gotta know
If they got away
My oppertunities
Just one,
Chance is all I ever wanted
Just one,
Time I'd like to win the game
From now on,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
I need to think
I need to feed
I need to see if I still bleed
I need a place
I need a time
Cause I need to step outside that line
Gonna give
Gonna take
I'm gonna scream till I'm awake
I'm gonna push
Gonna pull
Open up the door
Just one,
Chance is all I ever wanted
Just one,
Time I'd like to win the game
From now on,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
And if I knew
When the door was open
I'd go through
I would go on through
And I can say
What I do never be the same
Never be the same
Just one,
Chance is all I ever wanted
Just one,
Time I'd like to win the game
From now on,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
Just one,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one,
I'd take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
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Another day goes without any change
The feeling we live with still remains
We're stuck in a hole and we're searching for anything to hold onto
There has to be somewhere that we can be safe from the lives we live each day
There has to be somewhere that we can be far away...
We have to escape and I will go anywhere if you just lead the way
Escape to a place where we'll be together, together everyday
We have to escape....
We could be living how we wanted to
Instead of doing things we're forced to do
With no one to tell us that we should be going throughwhat they went through
There has to be some place that nobody knows, somewhere we can only go
There has to be some place that we can be all alone....
We have to escape...
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i will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a seconds worth of how my story's ending. and i wish i could know if the directions that i take and all the choices that i make won't end up all for nothing.
chorus:
show me what it's for. make me understand it. i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. is there something more than what i've been handed? i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer.
verse 2:
help me carry on. assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness. will the ending be ever coming suddenly? will i ever get to see the ending to my story?
repeat chorus
bridge:
so when and how will i know?..................
how much further do i have to go? how much longer until i finally know? because i'm looking and i just can't see what's in front of me, in front of me!
repeat chorus
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Whenever I step outside,
Somebody claims to see the light,
It seems to me that all of us
Have lost our patience.
'Cause everyone thinks they're right,
And nobody thinks that there just might,
Be more than one road to our final destination,
But I'm not ever going to know,
if I'm right or wrong,
'Cause we're all going in the same direction,
And I'm not sure which way to go,
Because all along,
We've been going in the same direction.
I'm tired of playing games,
Of looking for someone else to blame,
For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing.
For something to fill the space,
Was all of the time i spent a waste,
'Cause so many choices point the same way i was going...
But I'm not ever going to know,
If I'm right or wrong,
'Cause we're all going in the same direction.
And I'm not sure which way to go,
Because all along,
We've been going in the same direction.
Going in the same direction...
Same direction...(same direction....)
So why does there only have to be,
One correct philosophy?,
I don't want to go and follow you,
Just to end up like one of them.
And why are you always telling me,
What you want me to believe?,
I'd like to think that I can go,
My own way and meet you in the end.
(go my own way and meet you in the end).
But I'm not ever going to know...
If I'm right or wrong,
'Cause we're all going in the same direction.
And I'm not sure which way to go...
Because all along,
We've been going in the same direction,
Going in the same direction,
Going in the same direction...
Same direction...(same direction...)
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I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me.
Someone who would help me to get through
and fill an emptiness I had inside me.
But you kept inside, and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said.
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause I'm the only one who understands me.
What happend to us? We used to be so perfect.
Now we're lost and lonely.
What happend to us? And deep inside I wonder
Did I lose my only?
Remember they thought we were too young
to really know what it takes to make it.
But we had survived off of what we had done.
So we could have shown them all that they're mistaken.
But who could have known, the lies that would grow,
until we could see right through them.
Remember they knew we were too young, we still dont know what it takes to make it.
What happend to us? We used to be so perfect.
Now we're lost and lonely.
What happend to us? And deep inside I wonder,
did I lose my only one....?
We could have made it work, we could have found a way.
We should have done our best to see another day.
But we kept it all inside, until it was too late
and now we're both alone, the consequence we pay,
for throwing it all away, for throwing it all away.
What happend to us? We used to be so perfect.
Now we're lost and lonely
What happend to us? And deep inside I wonder
Did I lose my only?
What happend to us?
What happend to us?
What happend to us?
What happend to us?