последний пост окончательно....что хочу написать на последок????..

многое.....

[свои мысли...свои чувства......

что я чувствую???.....боль,страдание,страх,огорчениеи.....любовь........к нему...он возможно никогда об этом не узнает....]

[а может так будет лучше?????...]

[yes.....

he does not know....I will die with love to him........and it will be so!!!.......

I want to escape...far...I want that all forgot me...LONELINESS FOREVER????.... it will be so!!!!....

THERE IS SUFFERING AND PAIN IN THE SOUL:????..... it will be so!!!!...]

[нет ничего...нет больше нас....](слова Ру)

[сейчас они как раз для меня...]

[soul my breaks a secret to pieces already a lot of time....

while I live..but I die slowly...

I simply perish on eyes friends....in the eyes....and interesting, I like all of it!!!

all of sufferings...they give me moral satisfaction!!!]

[yes..now I write it with tears on eyes....honestly...and I do not hide the emotions...I cry....very much me..strongly on a spirit..I want, to tear a spirit, that all of tears, pain and sufferings was outpoured on a floor....]

[I want to die...but dying is beautiful!!!! BY LOVE!!!!

it is the most beautiful death!!!!

I do not have a heart anymore!!!!! a fate tore up and aborted...and I even neznayu where it....who other does can will find him, will bring and will insert into place??]

[life tore off me wings which carried me to him.....these were the wings of love....and life..it tore up them for me...!!!]

[I LOVE!!!! I SUFFER FOR IT!... ]

[I am thankful life, that it complimented with me it sense!!!]

P.S.простите за ломаный анлийский...я его знаю плохо=(