Today is a hard day full of passing exam of the Math and preparing for next exams. 2 exams in one day... the difference between them is 2 hours and places of doing...
I'm afraid to fill up the exam of English in the other University. It's very important for me to pass it well! Nobody knows about my planes for future accept my mum!
I rely on the success! I feel...Everything will be very good! very very very good!
He appears like a character of the novel that I have been reading now... He lives on the Internet! He writes me messages... a lot of massages! he writes about himself, about his work, about me and his mind of me. everyday I waite for him. I waite when he will become on-line...I don't know how his name is pronounced...but I call him by the nick that thought out by myself! Here, on the net, he is about me...near of me! I'd like to tell him more than I do...but it's hard because he has the net only at work and at that time I'm often at the Academy. he is near...not far from my hands... he phones me and I like to listen his voice and his strange and also funny accent! of cause we speak English but he tries to force me speak French. I can't. I shy...and I can't speak French at all!
A often miss him...I'm alone without him...in this big city I'm alone! he helps me a lot! thanks a lot my dear! you became an important part of my life!
but I'm afraid to fall in love with him...so much afraid!